From cbd5199529209059be3bde0d6572a1ba192b84d3 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: Case Duckworth Date: Wed, 28 Jan 2015 22:22:15 -0700 Subject: Add Elegies; template; pandoc compile script --- 99-statements-frag.txt | 68 ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ 1 file changed, 68 insertions(+) create mode 100644 99-statements-frag.txt (limited to '99-statements-frag.txt') diff --git a/99-statements-frag.txt b/99-statements-frag.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..26e67b7 --- /dev/null +++ b/99-statements-frag.txt @@ -0,0 +1,68 @@ +--- +title: 'Statements' +subtitle: 'a fragment' +project: 'Elegies for Alternate Selves' +... + +I. Eli {#i.-eli .unnumbered} +------ + +"Can one truly describe an emotion?" Eli asked me over the +walkie-talkie. He was in the bathroom, & had taken the walkie-talkie in +with him absent-mindedly. I could hear sounds of his piss hitting the +toilet water. + +"I can hear you peeing," I said. He didn't answer so I said in apology, +"It's okay. Humans are sexually dimorphic." I was sitting on my blue +baby blanket texting Jon, who was funny and amicable over the phone. He +made a three-message joke about greedy lawyers and I would have been +laughing if not for my embarrassment toward Eli. He finally came out of +the bathroom and kept his eyes straight ahead, toward the wall calendar +and not at me, as he passed through the family room into his bedroom, +were he shut the door quietly. Presently I heard some muffled noise as +he turned on his iPod. I guessed he didn't feel like talking so I stayed +on my blanket watching the Price is Right and texting Jon. + +Drew Carrey was doing his wrap-up speech on TV when Eli finally came out +of his room, red puffy streaks covering his face. His eyes and nose were +red too, which was almost festive against the pale green and white of +the wallpaper. I had been laughing at the goofy costumes on the Price is +Right and the jokes Jon was texting me, but when Eli came out of the +room I stopped and just looked at him as well as I could. He was staring +at my right shoulder as he said, "Go home now." + +"What?" + +"I said go home now. I don't want you here anymore, because I just +remembered I have someone coming over and I have to clean." + +"Look, Eli, I'm sorry---" + +"It doesn't have anything to do with you, I swear. Just go, okay? Go +home now." + +I got up and tried to give him a hug but he withdrew from me sharply. So +I walked around the coffee table as he sat down, not looking at me +anymore, and stared at the blank TV. The blanket I had been sitting in +was crumpled next to him like a dead bird. I opened my mouth but thought +better of talking, and closed the door behind me slowly. + +II. Dimorphic {#ii.-dimorphic .unnumbered} +------------- + +Oranges. Poison. A compromise +between Mary & Judas. Blue +baby blankets swaddling greedy lawyers. + +Can one truly describe an emotion? +I cut my ankle with a razor blade. +I can only go one at a time. Humanity +has a seething mass of eels +for a brain, mating in the water so forcefully +that it could drown you under the moon. + +III. Declaration of Poetry {#iii.-declaration-of-poetry .unnumbered} +-------------------------- + +You have to go one line at a time, and you have to start on the first or +second line. -- cgit 1.4.1-21-gabe81