From e0b1c2737397839ff5ba8c129d31baf6f97805fe Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: Case Duckworth Date: Sat, 31 Jan 2015 13:10:17 -0700 Subject: Finish linking Elegy, Hezekiah; Rename files --- 99-statements-frag.txt | 68 -------------------------------------------------- 1 file changed, 68 deletions(-) delete mode 100644 99-statements-frag.txt (limited to '99-statements-frag.txt') diff --git a/99-statements-frag.txt b/99-statements-frag.txt deleted file mode 100644 index 26e67b7..0000000 --- a/99-statements-frag.txt +++ /dev/null @@ -1,68 +0,0 @@ ---- -title: 'Statements' -subtitle: 'a fragment' -project: 'Elegies for Alternate Selves' -... - -I. Eli {#i.-eli .unnumbered} ------- - -"Can one truly describe an emotion?" Eli asked me over the -walkie-talkie. He was in the bathroom, & had taken the walkie-talkie in -with him absent-mindedly. I could hear sounds of his piss hitting the -toilet water. - -"I can hear you peeing," I said. He didn't answer so I said in apology, -"It's okay. Humans are sexually dimorphic." I was sitting on my blue -baby blanket texting Jon, who was funny and amicable over the phone. He -made a three-message joke about greedy lawyers and I would have been -laughing if not for my embarrassment toward Eli. He finally came out of -the bathroom and kept his eyes straight ahead, toward the wall calendar -and not at me, as he passed through the family room into his bedroom, -were he shut the door quietly. Presently I heard some muffled noise as -he turned on his iPod. I guessed he didn't feel like talking so I stayed -on my blanket watching the Price is Right and texting Jon. - -Drew Carrey was doing his wrap-up speech on TV when Eli finally came out -of his room, red puffy streaks covering his face. His eyes and nose were -red too, which was almost festive against the pale green and white of -the wallpaper. I had been laughing at the goofy costumes on the Price is -Right and the jokes Jon was texting me, but when Eli came out of the -room I stopped and just looked at him as well as I could. He was staring -at my right shoulder as he said, "Go home now." - -"What?" - -"I said go home now. I don't want you here anymore, because I just -remembered I have someone coming over and I have to clean." - -"Look, Eli, I'm sorry---" - -"It doesn't have anything to do with you, I swear. Just go, okay? Go -home now." - -I got up and tried to give him a hug but he withdrew from me sharply. So -I walked around the coffee table as he sat down, not looking at me -anymore, and stared at the blank TV. The blanket I had been sitting in -was crumpled next to him like a dead bird. I opened my mouth but thought -better of talking, and closed the door behind me slowly. - -II. Dimorphic {#ii.-dimorphic .unnumbered} -------------- - -Oranges. Poison. A compromise -between Mary & Judas. Blue -baby blankets swaddling greedy lawyers. - -Can one truly describe an emotion? -I cut my ankle with a razor blade. -I can only go one at a time. Humanity -has a seething mass of eels -for a brain, mating in the water so forcefully -that it could drown you under the moon. - -III. Declaration of Poetry {#iii.-declaration-of-poetry .unnumbered} --------------------------- - -You have to go one line at a time, and you have to start on the first or -second line. -- cgit 1.4.1-21-gabe81