From ecda49e0b20ad3bd52449356dccf2f8095ecfb70 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001
From: Case Duckworth
Date: Wed, 25 Mar 2015 21:49:45 -0700
Subject: Flatten directory structure

All content files (*.txt, *.html, *.river) are now in /.
I did this to simplify the compilation step, and to make
linking easier.  I'm still thinking about whether I should
move the contents of js/, img/, and lua/ into /, or into
an 'assets' folder of some sort.  We'll see.
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+this
+book
+is
+an
+exploration
+of
+life
+of
+all
+possible
+lives
+that
+could
+be
+lived
+each
+of
+the
+poems
+contained
+herein
+have
+been
+written
+by
+a
+different
+person
+with
+his
+own
+history
+culture
+and
+emotions
+true
+they
+are
+all
+related
+but
+no
+more
+than
+any
+of
+us
+is
+related
+through
+our
+genetics
+our
+shared
+planet
+or
+our
+yearnings
+fernando
+pessoa
+wrote
+poems
+under
+four
+different
+identities
+he
+called
+them
+heteronyms
+that
+were
+known
+during
+his
+lifetime
+though
+after
+his
+death
+over
+sixty
+have
+been
+found
+and
+catalogued
+he
+called
+them
+heteronyms
+as
+opposed
+to
+pseudonyms
+because
+they
+were
+much
+more
+than
+names
+he
+wrote
+under
+they
+were
+truly
+different
+writing
+selves
+concerned
+with
+different
+ideas
+and
+writing
+with
+different
+styles
+alberto
+caeiro
+wrote
+pastorals
+ricardo
+reis
+wrote
+more
+formal
+odes
+lvaro
+de
+campos
+wrote
+these
+long
+whitman-esque
+pieces
+one
+to
+whitman
+himself
+and
+pessoa's
+own
+name
+was
+used
+for
+poems
+that
+are
+kind
+of
+similar
+to
+all
+the
+others
+it
+seems
+as
+though
+pessoa
+found
+it
+inefficient
+to
+try
+and
+write
+everything
+he
+wanted
+only
+in
+his
+own
+self
+rather
+he
+parceled
+out
+the
+different
+pieces
+and
+developed
+them
+into
+full
+identities
+at
+the
+cost
+of
+his
+own
+i
+subsist
+as
+a
+kind
+of
+medium
+of
+myself
+but
+i'm
+less
+real
+than
+the
+others
+less
+substantial
+less
+personal
+and
+easily
+influenced
+by
+them
+all
+de
+campos
+said
+of
+him
+at
+one
+point
+fernando
+pessoa
+strictly
+speaking
+doesn't
+exist
+it's
+not
+just
+pessoa
+i
+strictly
+speaking
+don't
+exist
+both
+as
+the
+specific
+me
+that
+writes
+this
+now
+and
+as
+the
+concept
+of
+selfhood
+the
+ego
+heraclitus
+famously
+said
+that
+we
+can't
+step
+into
+the
+same
+river
+twice
+and
+the
+fact
+of
+the
+matter
+is
+that
+we
+can't
+occupy
+the
+same
+self
+twice
+it's
+constantly
+changing
+and
+adapting
+to
+new
+stimuli
+from
+the
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+from
+other
+selves
+from
+inside
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+and
+each
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+into
+something
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+existed
+before
+the
+person
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+am
+beginning
+a
+poem
+is
+a
+separate
+being
+than
+the
+one
+i
+am
+finishing
+a
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+part
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+it
+is
+the
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+onto
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+myself
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+same
+way
+with
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+you
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+a
+different
+person
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+order
+you
+read
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+you
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+however
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+the
+neverending
+story
+where
+bastian
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+a
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+this
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+to
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+one
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+due
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+this
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+itself
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+as
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+as
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+from
+that
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+in
+the
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+mind
+i
+collect
+these
+poems
+that
+were
+written
+over
+a
+period
+of
+four
+years
+into
+this
+book
+where
+i
+can
+i
+insert
+cross-references
+like
+the
+one
+above
+in
+the
+margin
+to
+other
+pieces
+in
+the
+text
+where
+i
+think
+the
+two
+resonate
+in
+some
+way
+you
+can
+read
+this
+book
+in
+any
+way
+you'd
+like
+you
+can
+go
+front-to-back
+or
+back-to-front
+or
+you
+can
+follow
+the
+arrows
+around
+or
+you
+can
+work
+out
+a
+complex
+mathematical
+formula
+with
+merseinne
+primes
+and
+logarithms
+and
+the
+2000
+census
+information
+or
+you
+can
+go
+completely
+randomly
+through
+like
+a
+magazine
+or
+at
+least
+the
+way
+i
+flip
+through
+magazines
+i
+think
+writing
+is
+a
+communication
+of
+the
+self
+and
+i
+think
+this
+is
+the
+best
+way
+to
+communicate
+mine
+in
+all
+its
+multiversity
-- 
cgit 1.4.1-21-gabe81