From ecda49e0b20ad3bd52449356dccf2f8095ecfb70 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001
From: Case Duckworth
Date: Wed, 25 Mar 2015 21:49:45 -0700
Subject: Flatten directory structure

All content files (*.txt, *.html, *.river) are now in /.
I did this to simplify the compilation step, and to make
linking easier.  I'm still thinking about whether I should
move the contents of js/, img/, and lua/ into /, or into
an 'assets' folder of some sort.  We'll see.
---
 what-we-are-made-of.river | 725 ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
 1 file changed, 725 insertions(+)
 create mode 100644 what-we-are-made-of.river

(limited to 'what-we-are-made-of.river')

diff --git a/what-we-are-made-of.river b/what-we-are-made-of.river
new file mode 100644
index 0000000..b02abe1
--- /dev/null
+++ b/what-we-are-made-of.river
@@ -0,0 +1,725 @@
+there
+is
+a
+cave
+just
+outside
+of
+flagstaff
+made
+from
+ancient
+lava
+flows
+we
+went
+inside
+it
+to
+where
+the
+darkness
+was
+a
+presence
+it
+walked
+with
+us
+like
+a
+christ
+our
+footsteps
+fell
+dead
+on
+its
+walls
+we
+learned
+what
+space
+felt
+like
+and
+drowning
+and
+being
+crushed
+and
+going
+blind
+and
+deaf
+we
+made
+up
+words
+to
+push
+the
+feeling
+away
+to
+goad
+it
+like
+mockingbirds
+fighting
+hawks
+we
+called
+it
+creepy
+to
+its
+face
+it
+stared
+back
+dispassionate
+in
+a
+bathroom
+i
+know
+there
+is
+a
+low
+thrumming
+that
+comes
+from
+the
+air
+ducts
+in
+the
+ceiling
+it
+comforts
+me
+in
+the
+same
+way
+the
+smell
+of
+toilet-water
+calms
+my
+stomach
+it
+is
+a
+sound
+so
+close
+to
+quiet
+so
+close
+to
+the
+porcelain
+whiteness
+of
+the
+toilet
+it
+pushes
+all
+other
+noise
+away
+it
+is
+deafening
+quiet
+in
+its
+most
+real
+form
+its
+most
+realizable
+form
+the
+eggs
+on
+the
+floor
+broken
+not
+the
+eggs
+in
+their
+journey
+to
+the
+floor
+or
+from
+the
+farm
+or
+from
+the
+hen
+on
+the
+farm
+in
+the
+cage
+glowing
+under
+fluorescent
+lights
+its
+neighbors
+pressed
+to
+its
+body
+rotten-smelling
+grotesque
+not
+the
+fateful
+meeting
+with
+the
+floor
+not
+the
+long
+wait
+in
+darkness
+for
+the
+fluorescent
+dawn
+cacophonous
+with
+pain
+and
+smell
+none
+of
+this
+the
+sunlight
+on
+the
+kitchen
+tile
+the
+refrigerator
+softly
+humming
+the
+eggs
+on
+the
+floor
+the
+yolks
+glistening
+i
+compose
+with
+music
+best
+under
+its
+meaninglessness
+i
+am
+able
+to
+hear
+the
+silence
+a
+different
+meaninglessness
+a
+somehow-deeper
+meaninglessness
+the
+inverse
+of
+repeating
+a
+word
+until
+it
+is
+only
+sound
+i
+can
+hear
+the
+taboo
+the
+never-spoken
+unacknowledged
+i
+write
+to
+drown
+its
+sound
+with
+the
+scratching
+of
+my
+pen
+silence
+lies
+underneath
+us
+all
+in
+the
+same
+way
+the
+nile
+has
+a
+river
+underneath
+ten
+times
+as
+large
+though
+this
+is
+an
+urban
+legend
+apparently
+i
+threw
+a
+party
+in
+my
+dream
+and
+went
+to
+the
+bathroom
+down
+a
+long
+dark
+hallway
+i
+began
+to
+leave
+and
+noticed
+the
+bathtub
+full
+of
+stuffed
+animals
+in
+a
+heap
+i
+examined
+them
+each
+in
+turn
+an
+elephant
+a
+tiger
+each
+backgrounded
+by
+white
+tile
+a
+warthog
+sat
+at
+the
+top
+of
+the
+heap
+it
+caught
+my
+eye
+i
+stared
+it
+slowly
+winked
+sneering
+i
+reached
+out
+my
+finger
+and
+poked
+it
+like
+the
+pillsbury
+doughboy
+it
+responded
+in
+kind
+chuckling
+i
+woke
+with
+a
+start
+terrified
+it
+had
+made
+no
+sound
+there
+are
+at
+least
+two
+kinds
+of
+silence
+in
+the
+same
+way
+that
+there
+are
+at
+least
+two
+kinds
+of
+sadness
+there
+is
+the
+silence
+of
+after
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+staring
+open-mouthed
+silence
+the
+what-do-we-do-now
+silence
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+is
+the
+silence
+of
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+the
+still
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+rainfall
+the
+just-woken-up
+there
+is
+now
+i'm
+thinking
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+the
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+room
+my
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+tv
+quietly
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+long
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+to
+believe
+she's
+gone
+on
+which
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+on
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+broken
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+remember
+best
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+was
+on
+the
+wicker
+rocking
+chair
+on
+the
+porch
+staring
+at
+the
+back
+yard
+the
+evergreen
+trees
+in
+a
+magic
+triangle
+their
+branches
+intertwined
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+were
+all
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+porch
+and
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+heard
+like
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+up
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+throat
+closed
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+grief
+leaving
+after
+the
+goodbye
+at
+the
+hotel
+realizing
+i
+won't
+be
+home
+until
+christmas
+that
+i'm
+on
+my
+own
+long
+trip
+someone
+on
+the
+radio
+station
+i'm
+listening
+to
+in
+the
+car
+screws
+up
+transferring
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+broadcasts
+dead
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+the
+silence
+yawns
+like
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+lasting
+for
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+the
+wind
+picks
+me
+up
+and
+carries
+me
+away
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+see
+everything
+from
+a
+great
+height
+i
+see
+the
+future
+i'm
+waiting
-- 
cgit 1.4.1-21-gabe81