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title: 'Mountain'
project: 'Elegies for Alternate Selves'
...

The other side of this mountain \
is not the mountain.  This side \
is honey-golden, sticky-sweet, \
full of phone conversations with mother.  \
The other side is a bell, \
ringing in the church-steeple \
the day mother died.

The other side of the mountain \
[is not a mountain.  It is a dark][apollo] \
valley crossed by a river.  \
There is a ferry at the bottom.

This mountain is not a mountain.  \
I walked to the top, but it turned \
and was only a shelf halfway up.  \
I felt like an unused Bible \
sitting on a [dusty pew][].

A hawk soars over the mountain.  \
She is looking for home.

[apollo]: 10-apollo11.html
[dusty pew]: 08-and.html