--- title: Appendix F subtitle: index of first lines id: first-lines genre: prose project: title: Appendices class: appendices next: - title: Index of hapax legomena link: hapax prev: - title: Index of common titles link: common-titles ... [He was born on a few separate occasions _green traffic lights at night_](about-the-author.html) [Case Duckworth is the cowardly but lovable Great Dane who solves mysteries on TV.](about_author.html) [Lost things have a way of staying lost.](amber-alert.html) [And you were there at the start of it all](and.html) [Abraham, Abraham, you are old and cannot hear:](angeltoabraham.html) [So it's the fucking moon. Big deal. As if](apollo11.html) [Paul was writing in his diary about art.](art.html) [Paul took his axe and went out into the woods to chop trees.](axe.html) [After searching for days or even months](big-dipper.html) [Now the ticking clocks scare me.](boar.html) [When he said Bible I heard his southern accent](boy_bus.html) [_ART and CRAFT are only the inside and outside of the same building._](building.html) [Like _40_ as I challenge anyone to come too!](call-me-aural-pleasure.html) [He woke up after eleven and didn't go outside all day, not even to his Writing Shack.](cereal.html) [Man of autumn, cold wind,](cold-wind.html) [`tr` has been a part of the Unix toolset since the late 70s.](collage-instrument.html) [So two hyperintelligent pandimensional beings](creation-myth.html) [The dead man finds his way into our hearts](deadman.html) [When I think of death I think](death-zone.html) [He didn't have any polish so he spit-shined the whole thing](deathstrumpet.html) [I turned off the TV as soon as the end credits began.](dollywood.html) [It had gotten cold.](dream.html) [_YOU CANNOT DISCOVER ART ART MUST BE CREATED_ he sat on the couch at home while his mother watched TV and smoked.](early.html) [Say there are no words. Say that we are conjoined](elegyforanalternateself.html) [Bottom of the drink: they had](ex-machina.html) [I didn't write this sestina yesterday.](exasperated.html) ["Is man the natural thing that makes unnatural things" he thought to himself as he looked out the kitchen window at the shed.](father.html) [You never can tell just when Charlie Sheen will enter your life.](feedingtheraven.html) [Tonight, as I look up, the stars](finding-the-lion.html) [His mother ran out of the house in her nightgown.](fire.html) [Look, I say---look here---](found-typewriter-poem.html) [He looked down at his hands idly while he was typing.](hands.html) [You think building Hoggle's a hard game?](hard-game.html) [His mother drove him to the Hardware Store on a Tuesday.](hardware.html) [I was away on vacation when I heard---](howithappened.html) [_It's all jokes_ Paul wrote in what he was now calling his Hymnal.](hymnal.html) [I am a great pillar of white smoke.](i-am.html) [I thought I saw you walking](i-think-its-you.html) [I want to say I take it all back](i-want-to-say.html) [I wanted to tell you something in order to](i-wanted-to-tell-you-something.html) [I hear the rats run](in-bed.html) [There is a theory which states the Universe](initial-conditions.html) [January.](january.html) [He wrote _**JOKES**_ on the top of a page in his notebook.](joke.html) [Walter rides the bus into work on Wednesday morning when he realizes, with the force and surprise of a rogue current, that he is in the home-for-death phase of life.](lappel-du-vide.html) [What secrets does it hold?](largest-asteroid.html) [Dimly remembered celebrity chefs shuffle](last-bastion.html) [Memory works strangely, spooling its thread](last-passenger.html) [He shrugged the wood off his shoulder, letting it fall with a clog onto the earth floor of his Writing Shack.](leaf.html) [His first chair was a stool.](leg.html) [The definition of happiness is *doing stuff that you really like*.](likingthings.html) [If you swallow hard enough](listen.html) [God is love, they say, but there is](love-as-god.html) [Walking along in the dark is a good way to begin a song.](lovesong.html) [_THIS MAN REFUSED TO OPEN HIS EYES_](man.html) [The moon is drowning the stars it pushes them](moon-drowning.html) [The moon is gone and in its place a mirror.](moongone.html) [The other side of this mountain](mountain.html) [A dog moving sideways is sick; a man moving sideways is drunk.](movingsideways.html) [Silence lies underneath us all in the same way](music-433.html) [While swimming in the river](no-nothing.html) [Paul began typing on notecards.](notes.html) [Nothing is ever over; nothing](nothing-is-ever-over.html) [Whenever you call me friend](one-hundred-lines.html) [I think that I could write formal poems](onformalpoetry.html) [What did he do when he was in the woods?](options.html) [He said at the beginning, "It's like rolling yarn into a too-small ball.](ouroboros_memory.html) [CONTENTS OF THE SHED](paul.html) ["My anger is like a peach," he said.](peaches.html) [Importance is important.](philosophy.html) ["Hello Paul this is Jill Jill Noe remember me" the voice on the phone was a woman's.](phone.html) [EVERYTHING CHANGES OR EVERYTHING](planks.html) [I need a plant. I need a thing](plant.html) [I'm writing this now because I have to.](poetry-time.html) [Of course, there is a God.](prelude.html) [The problem with people is this: we cannot be happy.](problems.html) [Nothing matters; everything is sacred.](proverbs.html) [When he finally got back to work he was surprised they threw him a party.](punch.html) [Okay, so as we said in the Prelude, there either is or isn't a God.](purpose-dogs.html) ["Do you have to say your thoughts out loud for them to mean anything" Paul asked Jill on his first coffee break at work.](question.html) [Sometimes I feel as though I am not a real writer.](real-writer.html) ["Paul, you can't turn in your reports on four-by-six notecards" Jill told him after he handed her his reports, typed carefully on twelve four-by-six notecards.](reports.html) [Inside of my memory, the poem is another memory.](riptide_memory.html) [When Ronald McDonald takes off his striped shirt,](ronaldmcdonald.html) [I lost my hands & knit replacement ones](roughgloves.html) [He chopped down a sapling pine tree and looked at his watch.](sapling.html) [On your desk I set a tangerine:](seasonal-affective-disorder.html) [I only write poems on the bus anymore.](sense-of-it.html) [The self is a serengeti](serengeti.html) ["What do you do all day in that shed out back" his mother asked one night while they ate dinner in front of the TV.](shed.html) [He builds a ship as if it were the last thing](shipwright.html) [If Justin Bieber isn't going for the sixteenth](sixteenth-chapel.html) [_I don't care if they burn_ he wrote on his last blank notecard.](snow.html) [in mammals the ratio between bladder size](something-simple.html) [My body is attached to your body by a thin spittle of thought.](spittle.html) [He is so full in himself:](squirrel.html) ["Riding the bus to work is a good way to think or to read" Paul thought to himself on the bus ride to work.](stagnant.html) ["Can one truly describe an emotion?" Eli asked me over the walkie-talkie.](statements-frag.html) [It was a gamble](stayed-on-the-bus.html) [He walked into the woods for the first time in months.](stump.html) [This poem is dry like chapped lips.](swansong-alt.html) [Swans fly overhead singing goodbye](swansong.html) [EVERYTHING CHANGES OR EVERYTHING STAYS THE SAME](swear.html) [ 4. The look she gave me 4. Half-hours in heaven are three times](table_contents.html) [_Apparently typewriters need ribbon._](tapestry.html) [It was one of those nameless gray buildings that could be seen from the street only if Larry craned his neck to almost vertical.](telemarketer.html) [My head is full of fire, my tongue swollen,](the-night-we-met.html) [Waiting for a reading to start](the-sea_the-beach.html) [We found your shirt deep in the dark water,](theoceanoverflowswithcamels.html) [I wish I'd kissed you when I had the chance.](time-looks-up-to-the-sky.html) [There are more modern ideals of beauty](todaniel.html) [Paul only did his reading on the toilet.](toilet.html) [He couldn't find a shirt to go to work in.](toothpaste.html) [TREATISE ON LITERATURE AS "SPOOKY](treatise.html) [He dropped the penny in the dryer, turned it on, and turned around.](underwear.html) [I can walk through the rain, that rare occurrence](walking-in-the-rain.html) [He didn't go back into the shed for a long time.](wallpaper.html) [I saw two Eskimo girls playing a game](weplayedthosegamestoo.html) [There is a cave just outside of Flagstaff made from ancient lava flows.](what-we-are-made-of.html) [Your casserole dish takes the longest:](when-im-sorry-i.html) [_**HYMN 386: JOKES**_](window.html) [The radio is screaming the man](worse-looking-over.html) [He sat down at his writing desk and removed his new pen from its plastic wrapping.](writing.html) [While chopping a tree in the woods with his hatchet (a Christmas gift from his mother) a bird he'd never heard before cried out.](x-ray.html) [He would enter data at work for fifty minutes and then go on break.](yellow.html)