memory works strangely spooling its thread over the nails of events barely related creating finally some picture if we're lucky of a life but more likely it knots itself catches on a nail or in our throats that gasp as it binds our necks for air an example today marks one hundred years since your namesake the last living passenger pigeon died in cincinnati it also marks a year since we last spoke although around the world zoos mourn her loss i'm done with you i mourn no more your voice the first sound i heard outside my body that reached into my throat and set me ringing but that string memory that feels sometimes more like a tide has yoked together bound your voice to that bird the frozen stuffed forgotten pigeon my heart is too easy but it must do to blink to flex its unused toes slowly thaw to the wetness of beating wings fly to me again and alight singing full-throated on my broken shoulder