the mountain the other side of this mountain is not the mountain this side is honey-golden sticky-sweet full of phone conversations with mother the other side is a bell ringing in the church-steeple the day mother died the other side of the mountain is not a mountain it is a dark valley crossed by a river there is a ferry at the bottom this mountain is not a mountain i walked to the top but it turned and was only a shelf halfway up i felt like an unused bible sitting on a dusty pew a hawk soars over the mountain she is looking for home