rough gloves i lost my hands & knit replacement ones from spiders threads stronger than steel but soft as lambs wool catching as they do on nails & your collarbone you don't seem to like their rough warm presence on your cheek or thigh i've asked you if you minded you've said no your face a table laid with burnt meat bread so stale it could break a hand remember your senile mother's face above that table i'd say she got the meaning of that look you'd rather not be touched by these rough gloves the only way i have to knit a love against whatever winters we may enter like a silkworm in a spider's blackened maw