the self is a serengeti a wide grassland with baobab trees reaching their roots deep into earth like a child into a clay pot a wind blows there or seems to blow if he holds it up to his ear the air shifts like stones in a stream uncovering a crawfish it finds another hiding place watching you its eyes are blacker than wind on the serengeti they are the eyes of a predator they are coming toward you or receding a storm cloud builds on the horizon are you running toward the rain or away from it do you stand still and crouch hoping for silence