he builds a ship as if it were the last thing holding him together as if when he stops his body will fall onto the plate-glass water and shatter into sand to keep his morale up he whistles and sings but the wind whistles louder and taunts him your ship will build itself if you throw yourself into the sea time has a way of growing your beard for you soon you'll find yourself on a rocking chair on some porch made from your ship's timbers the window behind you is made from a sail thick canvas and no one inside will hear your calling for milk or a chamberpot your children will have all sailed to the new world and left you but he tries not to listen continues to hammer nail after nail into timber after timber but the wind finally blows him into the growling ocean and the ship falls apart on its own