i saw two eskimo girls playing a game blowing on each other's vocal chords to make music on the tundra i thought about how once we played the same game and the sounds blowing over the chords of our throats was the same as a wind over frozen prairie we are the eskimo girls who played the game that night to keep ourselves warm i run my hands over my daughter's voicebox as she hums a song about a seal and about killing the seal and about skinning it and rendering the blubber into clear oil to light lamps i remember you are my lamp she remembers you although you left before she arrived i can never tell her about you i will never be able to express that taste of your oil as we pushed our throats together i will never be able to say how we share this blemish like conjoined twins i will fail you always to remember you