why don't i blog? too much friction to start a new post busy with work and other software hobby projects no ideas too easy to make excuses nothing to say anxiety over being perceived unsure of tone to strike i write all day at work as is i don't read; why would i write too much pressure on myself to do something good other reasons other reasons i should not worry about other reasons i am using to put a lot of pressure on myself other "shoulds" things i can just let go