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author | Case Duckworth | 2015-04-01 16:29:46 -0700 |
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committer | Case Duckworth | 2015-04-01 16:29:46 -0700 |
commit | 61baf210a9d0d4fffcd82751ba3419dd2feb349d (patch) | |
tree | 577fe121f035854399f820c420eca38b60879156 /in-bed.river | |
parent | Add Abstract and Process Narrative (diff) | |
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Revise a few poems in Elegies
Also add a .gitignore. How is this so late?
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1 | i | ||
2 | i | ||
3 | hear | ||
4 | the | ||
5 | rats | ||
6 | run | ||
7 | in | ||
8 | the | ||
9 | walls | ||
10 | like | ||
11 | water | ||
12 | through | ||
13 | a | ||
14 | tree | ||
15 | my | ||
16 | blood | ||
17 | thickens | ||
18 | as | ||
19 | i | ||
20 | dream | ||
21 | the | ||
22 | masturbation | ||
23 | dream | ||
24 | the | ||
25 | shelf | ||
26 | above | ||
27 | my | ||
28 | bed | ||
29 | falls | ||
30 | covering | ||
31 | me | ||
32 | in | ||
33 | dirt | ||
34 | and | ||
35 | decaying | ||
36 | beetles | ||
37 | i | ||
38 | see | ||
39 | my | ||
40 | reflection | ||
41 | is | ||
42 | headless | ||
43 | ii | ||
44 | when | ||
45 | the | ||
46 | waves | ||
47 | stop | ||
48 | and | ||
49 | the | ||
50 | moon | ||
51 | grins | ||
52 | down | ||
53 | to | ||
54 | overtake | ||
55 | me | ||
56 | the | ||
57 | car | ||
58 | ran | ||
59 | up | ||
60 | the | ||
61 | street | ||
62 | that | ||
63 | night | ||
64 | when | ||
65 | you | ||
66 | were | ||
67 | nearly | ||
68 | molested | ||
69 | in | ||
70 | your | ||
71 | neighbor's | ||
72 | house | ||
73 | is | ||
74 | this | ||
75 | why | ||
76 | we | ||
77 | do | ||
78 | not | ||
79 | have | ||
80 | neighbors | ||
81 | for | ||
82 | this | ||
83 | the | ||
84 | trees | ||
85 | rot | ||
86 | only | ||
87 | for | ||
88 | us | ||
89 | iii | ||
90 | i | ||
91 | woke | ||
92 | screaming | ||
93 | and | ||
94 | you | ||
95 | came | ||
96 | to | ||
97 | sit | ||
98 | next | ||
99 | to | ||
100 | me | ||
101 | i | ||
102 | felt | ||
103 | my | ||
104 | eyes | ||
105 | were | ||
106 | open | ||
107 | too | ||
108 | wide | ||
109 | that | ||
110 | i | ||
111 | could | ||
112 | not | ||
113 | shut | ||
114 | them | ||
115 | from | ||
116 | the | ||
117 | horror | ||
118 | movie | ||
119 | sitting | ||
120 | on | ||
121 | your | ||
122 | lap | ||
123 | in | ||
124 | the | ||
125 | easy | ||
126 | chair | ||
127 | in | ||
128 | the | ||
129 | dream | ||
130 | the | ||
131 | other | ||
132 | dream | ||
133 | in | ||
134 | the | ||
135 | living | ||
136 | room | ||
137 | under | ||
138 | the | ||
139 | tree | ||
140 | why | ||
141 | do | ||
142 | i | ||
143 | feel | ||
144 | guilty | ||
145 | iv | ||
146 | i | ||
147 | wake | ||
148 | up | ||
149 | in | ||
150 | a | ||
151 | pool | ||
152 | of | ||
153 | water | ||
154 | closed | ||
155 | over | ||
156 | me | ||
157 | like | ||
158 | an | ||
159 | eyelid | ||
160 | there | ||
161 | is | ||
162 | no | ||
163 | longer | ||
164 | comfort | ||
165 | in | ||
166 | staring | ||
167 | at | ||
168 | the | ||
169 | ceiling | ||
170 | its | ||
171 | pitch | ||
172 | blackness | ||
173 | beckons | ||
174 | into | ||
175 | a | ||
176 | future | ||
177 | of | ||
178 | blankness | ||
179 | my | ||
180 | body | ||
181 | lay | ||
182 | still | ||
183 | quaking | ||
184 | my | ||
185 | mind | ||
186 | is | ||
187 | chained | ||
188 | fast | ||
189 | to | ||
190 | the | ||
191 | beating | ||
192 | of | ||
193 | my | ||
194 | heart | ||
195 | v | ||
196 | i | ||
197 | sit | ||
198 | up | ||
199 | slowly | ||
200 | creaking | ||
201 | i | ||
202 | find | ||
203 | myself | ||
204 | alone | ||
205 | buried | ||
206 | in | ||
207 | an | ||
208 | ocean | ||
209 | far | ||
210 | off | ||
211 | there | ||
212 | is | ||
213 | an | ||
214 | eagle | ||
215 | flying | ||
216 | toward | ||
217 | me | ||
218 | she | ||
219 | lands | ||
220 | on | ||
221 | my | ||
222 | knee | ||
223 | and | ||
224 | lays | ||
225 | an | ||
226 | egg | ||
227 | i | ||
228 | think | ||
229 | not | ||
230 | this | ||
231 | again | ||
232 | something | ||
233 | i've | ||
234 | never | ||
235 | thought | ||
236 | in | ||
237 | my | ||
238 | life | ||
239 | vi | ||
240 | i | ||
241 | think | ||
242 | not | ||
243 | this | ||
244 | again | ||
245 | something | ||
246 | i've | ||
247 | never | ||
248 | thought | ||
249 | in | ||
250 | my | ||
251 | life | ||
252 | not | ||
253 | after | ||
254 | losing | ||
255 | my | ||
256 | car | ||
257 | keys | ||
258 | in | ||
259 | the | ||
260 | easy | ||
261 | chair | ||
262 | not | ||
263 | after | ||
264 | scratching | ||
265 | myself | ||
266 | on | ||
267 | a | ||
268 | branch | ||
269 | not | ||
270 | after | ||
271 | finding | ||
272 | the | ||
273 | thing | ||
274 | in | ||
275 | your | ||
276 | dresser | ||
277 | drawer | ||
278 | that | ||
279 | night | ||
280 | i | ||
281 | remember | ||
282 | you | ||
283 | suddenly | ||
284 | vii | ||
285 | you | ||
286 | run | ||
287 | through | ||
288 | me | ||
289 | like | ||
290 | rats | ||
291 | down | ||
292 | an | ||
293 | alley | ||
294 | you | ||
295 | are | ||
296 | in | ||
297 | my | ||
298 | blood | ||
299 | you | ||
300 | scared | ||
301 | me | ||
302 | once | ||
303 | remember | ||
304 | jumped | ||
305 | out | ||
306 | of | ||
307 | the | ||
308 | bathroom | ||
309 | door | ||
310 | i | ||
311 | fell | ||
312 | screaming | ||
313 | onto | ||
314 | the | ||
315 | linoleum | ||
316 | did | ||
317 | you | ||
318 | apologize | ||
319 | did | ||
320 | you | ||
321 | need | ||
322 | to | ||
323 | viii | ||
324 | the | ||
325 | ocean | ||
326 | that | ||
327 | surrounds | ||
328 | me | ||
329 | creaks | ||
330 | like | ||
331 | a | ||
332 | rocking | ||
333 | cradle | ||
334 | your | ||
335 | face | ||
336 | bright | ||
337 | as | ||
338 | the | ||
339 | moon | ||
340 | at | ||
341 | eclipse | ||
342 | and | ||
343 | as | ||
344 | red | ||
345 | low | ||
346 | song | ||
347 | my | ||
348 | tide | ||
349 | stretching | ||
350 | to | ||
351 | the | ||
352 | horizon | ||
353 | ripples | ||
354 | on | ||
355 | the | ||
356 | surface | ||
357 | belie | ||
358 | something | ||
359 | bigger | ||
360 | beneath | ||
361 | ix | ||
362 | in | ||
363 | bed | ||
364 | i | ||
365 | am | ||
366 | alone | ||
367 | for | ||
368 | the | ||
369 | only | ||
370 | time | ||
371 | in | ||
372 | bed | ||
373 | i | ||
374 | am | ||
375 | a | ||
376 | grown | ||
377 | man | ||
378 | below | ||
379 | the | ||
380 | blankets | ||
381 | i | ||
382 | know | ||
383 | you | ||
384 | for | ||
385 | who | ||
386 | you | ||
387 | are | ||
388 | in | ||
389 | bed | ||
390 | i | ||
391 | see | ||
392 | your | ||
393 | face | ||
394 | pressed | ||
395 | against | ||
396 | the | ||
397 | window | ||
398 | i | ||
399 | look | ||
400 | out | ||
401 | and | ||
402 | see | ||
403 | you | ||
404 | and | ||
405 | i | ||
406 | am | ||
407 | not | ||
408 | afraid | ||