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+i
+want
+to
+say
+i
+take
+it
+all
+back
+i
+want
+i
+want
+to
+take
+it
+back
+i
+want
+it
+none
+of
+it
+to
+be
+ever
+have
+happened
+not
+when
+i
+saw
+you
+step
+over
+the
+rope
+when
+we
+went
+to
+new
+york
+for
+a
+week
+but
+stayed
+upstate
+when
+you
+punched
+me
+hard
+in
+the
+solar
+plexus
+in
+prague
+when
+i
+looked
+in
+your
+face
+and
+saw
+myself
+looking
+back
+smiling
+when
+we
+went
+on
+another
+trip
+and
+another
+all
+the
+trips
+i
+want
+to
+have
+stayed
+home
+i
+want
+to
+have
+seen
+the
+clouds
+drifting
+past
+my
+car
+window
+to
+have
+listened
+to
+that
+sound
+the
+bridge
+makes
+driving
+over
+it
+without
+thinking
+of
+you
+always
+it
+was
+you
+i
+want
+i
+want
+to
+be
+fresh
+i
+want
+to
+roll
+out
+of
+bed
+as
+though
+it
+were
+my
+first
+morning
+in
+a
+new
+state
+i
+want
+nothing
+more
+than
+absolution
+of
+sins
+a
+negation
+but
+there
+is
+no
+way
+to
+subtract
+here
+i
+cannot
+remove
+this
+growth
+that
+appeared
+seemingly
+overnight
+i
+cannot
+cut
+you
+away
+from
+myself
+i
+cannot
+forget
+what
+has
+already
+and
+will
+always
+have
+been
+i
+cannot
+get
+out
+of
+a
+new
+bed
+ever
+new
+york
+will
+always
+be
+as
+it
+was
+when
+i
+saw
+it
+first
+with
+you
+my
+breathing
+will
+always
+be
+labored
+outside
+of
+the
+cafe
+i
+will
+always
+see
+you
+when
+i
+look
+in
+a
+mirror
+of
+someone's
+face
+the
+reflection
+of
+missed
+thoughts
+missed
+words
+will
+cease
+to
+give
+meaning
+the
+center
+will
+come
+out
+of
+me
+i
+will
+make
+a
+new
+center
+yes
+i
+will
+drag
+what
+is
+your
+center
+around
+with
+me
+and
+repeat
+and
+repeat
+again
+i
+cannot
+want
+cannot
+want
+want
+not

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	1	i
	2	want
	3	to
	4	say
	5	i
	6	take
	7	it
	8	all
	9	back
	10	i
	11	want
	12	i
	13	want
	14	to
	15	take
	16	it
	17	back
	18	i
	19	want
	20	it
	21	none
	22	of
	23	it
	24	to
	25	be
	26	ever
	27	have
	28	happened
	29	not
	30	when
	31	i
	32	saw
	33	you
	34	step
	35	over
	36	the
	37	rope
	38	when
	39	we
	40	went
	41	to
	42	new
	43	york
	44	for
	45	a
	46	week
	47	but
	48	stayed
	49	upstate
	50	when
	51	you
	52	punched
	53	me
	54	hard
	55	in
	56	the
	57	solar
	58	plexus
	59	in
	60	prague
	61	when
	62	i
	63	looked
	64	in
	65	your
	66	face
	67	and
	68	saw
	69	myself
	70	looking
	71	back
	72	smiling
	73	when
	74	we
	75	went
	76	on
	77	another
	78	trip
	79	and
	80	another
	81	all
	82	the
	83	trips
	84	i
	85	want
	86	to
	87	have
	88	stayed
	89	home
	90	i
	91	want
	92	to
	93	have
	94	seen
	95	the
	96	clouds
	97	drifting
	98	past
	99	my
	100	car
	101	window
	102	to
	103	have
	104	listened
	105	to
	106	that
	107	sound
	108	the
	109	bridge
	110	makes
	111	driving
	112	over
	113	it
	114	without
	115	thinking
	116	of
	117	you
	118	always
	119	it
	120	was
	121	you
	122	i
	123	want
	124	i
	125	want
	126	to
	127	be
	128	fresh
	129	i
	130	want
	131	to
	132	roll
	133	out
	134	of
	135	bed
	136	as
	137	though
	138	it
	139	were
	140	my
	141	first
	142	morning
	143	in
	144	a
	145	new
	146	state
	147	i
	148	want
	149	nothing
	150	more
	151	than
	152	absolution
	153	of
	154	sins
	155	a
	156	negation
	157	but
	158	there
	159	is
	160	no
	161	way
	162	to
	163	subtract
	164	here
	165	i
	166	cannot
	167	remove
	168	this
	169	growth
	170	that
	171	appeared
	172	seemingly
	173	overnight
	174	i
	175	cannot
	176	cut
	177	you
	178	away
	179	from
	180	myself
	181	i
	182	cannot
	183	forget
	184	what
	185	has
	186	already
	187	and
	188	will
	189	always
	190	have
	191	been
	192	i
	193	cannot
	194	get
	195	out
	196	of
	197	a
	198	new
	199	bed
	200	ever
	201	new
	202	york
	203	will
	204	always
	205	be
	206	as
	207	it
	208	was
	209	when
	210	i
	211	saw
	212	it
	213	first
	214	with
	215	you
	216	my
	217	breathing
	218	will
	219	always
	220	be
	221	labored
	222	outside
	223	of
	224	the
	225	cafe
	226	i
	227	will
	228	always
	229	see
	230	you
	231	when
	232	i
	233	look
	234	in
	235	a
	236	mirror
	237	of
	238	someone's
	239	face
	240	the
	241	reflection
	242	of
	243	missed
	244	thoughts
	245	missed
	246	words
	247	will
	248	cease
	249	to
	250	give
	251	meaning
	252	the
	253	center
	254	will
	255	come
	256	out
	257	of
	258	me
	259	i
	260	will
	261	make
	262	a
	263	new
	264	center
	265	yes
	266	i
	267	will
	268	drag
	269	what
	270	is
	271	your
	272	center
	273	around
	274	with
	275	me
	276	and
	277	repeat
	278	and
	279	repeat
	280	again
	281	i
	282	cannot
	283	want
	284	cannot
	285	want
	286	want
	287	not