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1 | --- | ||
2 | title: I want to say | ||
3 | genre: verse | ||
4 | |||
5 | id: i-want-to-say | ||
6 | toc: "I want to say" | ||
7 | |||
8 | project: | ||
9 | title: Autocento of the breakfast table | ||
10 | class: autocento | ||
11 | ... | ||
12 | |||
13 | | I want to say I take it all back | ||
14 | | I want | ||
15 | | I want to take it back I want it none of it | ||
16 | | to be ever have happened not | ||
17 | | when I saw you step over the rope | ||
18 | | when we went to New York for a week | ||
19 | | but stayed upstate when you punched me | ||
20 | | hard in the solar plexus in Prague | ||
21 | | when I looked in your face and [saw myself][] | ||
22 | | looking back smiling when we went on another trip | ||
23 | | and another all the trips I want to have | ||
24 | | stayed home I want to have seen the clouds | ||
25 | | drifting past [my car window][] to have listened | ||
26 | | to that sound the bridge makes driving over it | ||
27 | | without thinking of you always it was you | ||
28 | |||
29 | | I want | ||
30 | |||
31 | | I [want to be fresh][] I want to roll out of bed | ||
32 | | as though it were my [first morning in a new state][] | ||
33 | | I want nothing more than absolution of sins | ||
34 | | [a negation but there is no way to subtract here][] | ||
35 | | I cannot remove this growth that appeared | ||
36 | | seemingly overnight I cannot [cut you away from myself][] | ||
37 | | I cannot forget what has already and will always have been | ||
38 | | I cannot get out of a [new bed][] ever | ||
39 | | New York will always be as it was when I saw it first | ||
40 | | with you my breathing will always be labored outside | ||
41 | | of the cafe I will always see you when [I look in a mirror][] | ||
42 | | of someone's face the reflection of missed thoughts missed | ||
43 | | [words will cease to give meaning][] the center will come out | ||
44 | | of me I will make a new center yes I will drag what is | ||
45 | | your center around with me and [repeat and repeat][] again | ||
46 | | I cannot want cannot want want not | ||
47 | |||
48 | [new bed]: in-bed.html | ||
49 | [saw myself]: deathstrumpet.html | ||
50 | [my car window]: boy_bus.html | ||
51 | [want to be fresh]: plant.html | ||
52 | [first morning in a new state]: collage-instrument.html | ||
53 | [a negation but there is no way to subtract here]: no-nothing.html | ||
54 | [cut you away from myself]: elegyforanalternateself.html | ||
55 | [I look in a mirror]: lovesong.html | ||
56 | [words will cease to give meaning]: words-meaning.html | ||
57 | [repeat and repeat]: question.html | ||