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1 | i | ||
2 | wanted | ||
3 | to | ||
4 | tell | ||
5 | you | ||
6 | something | ||
7 | in | ||
8 | order | ||
9 | to | ||
10 | explain | ||
11 | the | ||
12 | way | ||
13 | i | ||
14 | feel | ||
15 | about | ||
16 | the | ||
17 | universe | ||
18 | its | ||
19 | workings | ||
20 | etc | ||
21 | but | ||
22 | i | ||
23 | could | ||
24 | not | ||
25 | yesterday | ||
26 | i'm | ||
27 | sorry | ||
28 | i | ||
29 | wanted | ||
30 | only | ||
31 | to | ||
32 | ball | ||
33 | myself | ||
34 | up | ||
35 | and | ||
36 | cry | ||
37 | all | ||
38 | day | ||
39 | it | ||
40 | was | ||
41 | the | ||
42 | sixteenth | ||
43 | day | ||
44 | in | ||
45 | a | ||
46 | row | ||
47 | this | ||
48 | happened | ||
49 | to | ||
50 | me | ||
51 | and | ||
52 | to | ||
53 | be | ||
54 | more | ||
55 | than | ||
56 | two | ||
57 | weeks | ||
58 | waiting | ||
59 | to | ||
60 | cry | ||
61 | is | ||
62 | especially | ||
63 | when | ||
64 | the | ||
65 | whole | ||
66 | time | ||
67 | i | ||
68 | was | ||
69 | not | ||
70 | able | ||
71 | to | ||
72 | absolutely | ||
73 | horrible | ||
74 | it | ||
75 | was | ||
76 | no | ||
77 | sweet | ||
78 | sixteen | ||
79 | i'll | ||
80 | tell | ||
81 | you | ||
82 | that | ||
83 | much | ||
84 | unless | ||
85 | at | ||
86 | yours | ||
87 | the | ||
88 | universe | ||
89 | kept | ||
90 | telling | ||
91 | you | ||
92 | to | ||
93 | quit | ||
94 | having | ||
95 | such | ||
96 | a | ||
97 | ball | ||
98 | and | ||
99 | that | ||
100 | you | ||
101 | should | ||
102 | have | ||
103 | died | ||
104 | like | ||
105 | yesterday | ||
106 | at | ||
107 | first | ||
108 | it | ||
109 | feels | ||
110 | like | ||
111 | you're | ||
112 | winning | ||
113 | that | ||
114 | yesterday | ||
115 | you | ||
116 | really | ||
117 | were | ||
118 | meant | ||
119 | to | ||
120 | die | ||
121 | but | ||
122 | since | ||
123 | you | ||
124 | still | ||
125 | are | ||
126 | you | ||
127 | beat | ||
128 | the | ||
129 | system | ||
130 | somehow | ||
131 | but | ||
132 | the | ||
133 | universe | ||
134 | bawls | ||
135 | no | ||
136 | i | ||
137 | meant | ||
138 | you | ||
139 | should've | ||
140 | crawled | ||
141 | into | ||
142 | a | ||
143 | hole | ||
144 | and | ||
145 | fucking | ||
146 | died | ||
147 | and | ||
148 | then | ||
149 | the | ||
150 | universe | ||
151 | punches | ||
152 | you | ||
153 | right | ||
154 | in | ||
155 | the | ||
156 | gut | ||
157 | something | ||
158 | like | ||
159 | sixteen | ||
160 | times | ||
161 | and | ||
162 | all | ||
163 | you | ||
164 | can | ||
165 | think | ||
166 | is | ||
167 | some | ||
168 | sixteenth | ||
169 | birthday | ||
170 | maybe | ||
171 | i | ||
172 | will | ||
173 | go | ||
174 | die | ||
175 | in | ||
176 | a | ||
177 | hole | ||
178 | yesterday | ||
179 | at | ||
180 | times | ||
181 | like | ||
182 | this | ||
183 | is | ||
184 | a | ||
185 | luxury | ||
186 | the | ||
187 | cruel | ||
188 | universe | ||
189 | refuses | ||
190 | to | ||
191 | give | ||
192 | you | ||
193 | this | ||
194 | is | ||
195 | when | ||
196 | it | ||
197 | is | ||
198 | a | ||
199 | pain | ||
200 | just | ||
201 | to | ||
202 | be | ||
203 | when | ||
204 | that | ||
205 | marvell | ||
206 | line | ||
207 | about | ||
208 | rolling | ||
209 | our | ||
210 | stuff | ||
211 | into | ||
212 | one | ||
213 | ball | ||
214 | just | ||
215 | seems | ||
216 | glib | ||
217 | when | ||
218 | you | ||
219 | do | ||
220 | not | ||
221 | want | ||
222 | one | ||
223 | body | ||
224 | let | ||
225 | alone | ||
226 | two | ||
227 | something | ||
228 | else | ||
229 | that | ||
230 | may | ||
231 | come | ||
232 | as | ||
233 | a | ||
234 | surprise | ||
235 | to | ||
236 | you | ||
237 | over | ||
238 | the | ||
239 | past | ||
240 | more-than-a-fortnight | ||
241 | these | ||
242 | sixteen | ||
243 | days | ||
244 | i've | ||
245 | had | ||
246 | nothing | ||
247 | to | ||
248 | eat | ||
249 | but | ||
250 | crackers | ||
251 | and | ||
252 | a | ||
253 | cheese | ||
254 | ball | ||
255 | that's | ||
256 | not | ||
257 | entirely | ||
258 | true | ||
259 | yesterday | ||
260 | i | ||
261 | had | ||
262 | some | ||
263 | candy | ||
264 | peppermints | ||
265 | and | ||
266 | jujubes | ||
267 | maybe | ||
268 | this | ||
269 | is | ||
270 | why | ||
271 | i'm | ||
272 | so | ||
273 | mad | ||
274 | at | ||
275 | the | ||
276 | universe | ||
277 | because | ||
278 | all | ||
279 | it | ||
280 | has | ||
281 | ever | ||
282 | wanted | ||
283 | this | ||
284 | universe | ||
285 | that | ||
286 | gave | ||
287 | me | ||
288 | life | ||
289 | fed | ||
290 | me | ||
291 | from | ||
292 | its | ||
293 | breast | ||
294 | til | ||
295 | i | ||
296 | was | ||
297 | two | ||
298 | and | ||
299 | even | ||
300 | before | ||
301 | that | ||
302 | made | ||
303 | a | ||
304 | place | ||
305 | in | ||
306 | which | ||
307 | i | ||
308 | could | ||
309 | be | ||
310 | all | ||
311 | it | ||
312 | is | ||
313 | wanted | ||
314 | was | ||
315 | for | ||
316 | me | ||
317 | to | ||
318 | take | ||
319 | the | ||
320 | sixteen | ||
321 | steps | ||
322 | to | ||
323 | sobriety | ||
324 | fold | ||
325 | the | ||
326 | eight-fold | ||
327 | path | ||
328 | over | ||
329 | yesterday | ||
330 | and | ||
331 | step | ||
332 | around | ||
333 | it | ||
334 | lightly | ||
335 | as | ||
336 | i | ||
337 | would | ||
338 | an | ||
339 | exercise | ||
340 | ball | ||
341 | but | ||
342 | the | ||
343 | problem | ||
344 | is | ||
345 | dear | ||
346 | universe | ||
347 | there's | ||
348 | no | ||
349 | way | ||
350 | i | ||
351 | could | ||
352 | be | ||
353 | something | ||
354 | as | ||
355 | hard | ||
356 | as | ||
357 | all | ||
358 | that | ||
359 | to | ||
360 | wake | ||
361 | up | ||
362 | yesterday | ||
363 | morning | ||
364 | stretch | ||
365 | over | ||
366 | my | ||
367 | sixteen | ||
368 | selves | ||
369 | bound | ||
370 | out | ||
371 | like | ||
372 | a | ||
373 | ball | ||