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-i
-i
-hear
-the
-rats
-run
-in
-the
-walls
-like
-water
-through
-a
-tree
-my
-blood
-thickens
-as
-i
-dream
-the
-masturbation
-dream
-the
-shelf
-above
-my
-bed
-falls
-covering
-me
-in
-dirt
-and
-decaying
-beetles
-i
-see
-my
-reflection
-is
-headless
-ii
-when
-the
-waves
-stop
-and
-the
-moon
-grins
-down
-to
-overtake
-me
-the
-car
-ran
-up
-the
-street
-that
-night
-when
-you
-were
-nearly
-molested
-in
-your
-neighbor's
-house
-is
-this
-why
-we
-do
-not
-have
-neighbors
-for
-this
-the
-trees
-rot
-only
-for
-us
-iii
-i
-woke
-screaming
-and
-you
-came
-to
-sit
-next
-to
-me
-i
-felt
-my
-eyes
-were
-open
-too
-wide
-that
-i
-could
-not
-shut
-them
-from
-the
-horror
-movie
-sitting
-on
-your
-lap
-in
-the
-easy
-chair
-in
-the
-dream
-the
-other
-dream
-in
-the
-living
-room
-under
-the
-tree
-why
-do
-i
-feel
-guilty
-iv
-i
-wake
-up
-in
-a
-pool
-of
-water
-closed
-over
-me
-like
-an
-eyelid
-there
-is
-no
-longer
-comfort
-in
-staring
-at
-the
-ceiling
-its
-pitch
-blackness
-beckons
-into
-a
-future
-of
-blankness
-my
-body
-lay
-still
-quaking
-my
-mind
-is
-chained
-fast
-to
-the
-beating
-of
-my
-heart
-v
-i
-sit
-up
-slowly
-creaking
-i
-find
-myself
-alone
-buried
-in
-an
-ocean
-far
-off
-there
-is
-an
-eagle
-flying
-toward
-me
-she
-lands
-on
-my
-knee
-and
-lays
-an
-egg
-i
-think
-not
-this
-again
-something
-i've
-never
-thought
-in
-my
-life
-vi
-i
-think
-not
-this
-again
-something
-i've
-never
-thought
-in
-my
-life
-not
-after
-losing
-my
-car
-keys
-in
-the
-easy
-chair
-not
-after
-scratching
-myself
-on
-a
-branch
-not
-after
-finding
-the
-thing
-in
-your
-dresser
-drawer
-that
-night
-i
-remember
-you
-suddenly
-vii
-you
-run
-through
-me
-like
-rats
-down
-an
-alley
-you
-are
-in
-my
-blood
-you
-scared
-me
-once
-remember
-jumped
-out
-of
-the
-bathroom
-door
-i
-fell
-screaming
-onto
-the
-linoleum
-did
-you
-apologize
-did
-you
-need
-to
-viii
-the
-ocean
-that
-surrounds
-me
-creaks
-like
-a
-rocking
-cradle
-your
-face
-bright
-as
-the
-moon
-at
-eclipse
-and
-as
-red
-low
-song
-my
-tide
-stretching
-to
-the
-horizon
-ripples
-on
-the
-surface
-belie
-something
-bigger
-beneath
-ix
-in
-bed
-i
-am
-alone
-for
-the
-only
-time
-in
-bed
-i
-am
-a
-grown
-man
-below
-the
-blankets
-i
-know
-you
-for
-who
-you
-are
-in
-bed
-i
-see
-your
-face
-pressed
-against
-the
-window
-i
-look
-out
-and
-see
-you
-and
-i
-am
-not
-afraid