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1 | there | ||
2 | is | ||
3 | a | ||
4 | theory | ||
5 | which | ||
6 | states | ||
7 | the | ||
8 | universe | ||
9 | if | ||
10 | it | ||
11 | began | ||
12 | with | ||
13 | the | ||
14 | same | ||
15 | initial | ||
16 | conditions | ||
17 | same | ||
18 | gravity | ||
19 | same | ||
20 | strong | ||
21 | weak | ||
22 | nuclear | ||
23 | force | ||
24 | same | ||
25 | size | ||
26 | and | ||
27 | shape | ||
28 | would | ||
29 | unfold | ||
30 | in | ||
31 | exactly | ||
32 | the | ||
33 | way | ||
34 | it | ||
35 | has | ||
36 | with | ||
37 | the | ||
38 | same | ||
39 | planets | ||
40 | orbiting | ||
41 | suns | ||
42 | same | ||
43 | people | ||
44 | making | ||
45 | same | ||
46 | mistakes | ||
47 | like | ||
48 | this | ||
49 | morning | ||
50 | it | ||
51 | is | ||
52 | actually | ||
53 | past | ||
54 | two | ||
55 | but | ||
56 | i | ||
57 | will | ||
58 | call | ||
59 | it | ||
60 | morning | ||
61 | while | ||
62 | turning | ||
63 | on | ||
64 | the | ||
65 | shower | ||
66 | i | ||
67 | as | ||
68 | the | ||
69 | universe | ||
70 | intended | ||
71 | although | ||
72 | i | ||
73 | was | ||
74 | expecting | ||
75 | the | ||
76 | heat | ||
77 | of | ||
78 | suns | ||
79 | had | ||
80 | the | ||
81 | ice | ||
82 | of | ||
83 | inner | ||
84 | space | ||
85 | those | ||
86 | pre | ||
87 | existing | ||
88 | conditions | ||
89 | before | ||
90 | the | ||
91 | big | ||
92 | bang | ||
93 | the | ||
94 | shower | ||
95 | was | ||
96 | almost | ||
97 | exactly | ||
98 | freezing | ||
99 | for | ||
100 | a | ||
101 | split | ||
102 | second | ||
103 | every | ||
104 | day | ||
105 | it | ||
106 | is | ||
107 | the | ||
108 | same | ||
109 | i | ||
110 | turn | ||
111 | on | ||
112 | the | ||
113 | tap | ||
114 | hop | ||
115 | in | ||
116 | pull | ||
117 | the | ||
118 | knob | ||
119 | have | ||
120 | the | ||
121 | same | ||
122 | moment | ||
123 | of | ||
124 | utter | ||
125 | panic | ||
126 | then | ||
127 | pain | ||
128 | then | ||
129 | a | ||
130 | relaxing | ||
131 | morning | ||
132 | shower | ||
133 | where | ||
134 | i | ||
135 | spend | ||
136 | between | ||
137 | five | ||
138 | to | ||
139 | ten | ||
140 | i'm | ||
141 | not | ||
142 | sure | ||
143 | exactly | ||
144 | minutes | ||
145 | i | ||
146 | have | ||
147 | good | ||
148 | thoughts | ||
149 | this | ||
150 | poem | ||
151 | about | ||
152 | the | ||
153 | universe | ||
154 | for | ||
155 | example | ||
156 | i | ||
157 | had | ||
158 | the | ||
159 | idea | ||
160 | while | ||
161 | i | ||
162 | was | ||
163 | conditioning | ||
164 | my | ||
165 | hair | ||
166 | it | ||
167 | came | ||
168 | to | ||
169 | me | ||
170 | like | ||
171 | accidentally | ||
172 | looking | ||
173 | at | ||
174 | the | ||
175 | sun | ||
176 | the | ||
177 | pain | ||
178 | and | ||
179 | the | ||
180 | wonder | ||
181 | that | ||
182 | something | ||
183 | as | ||
184 | large | ||
185 | as | ||
186 | suns | ||
187 | could | ||
188 | appear | ||
189 | so | ||
190 | small | ||
191 | and | ||
192 | yet | ||
193 | so | ||
194 | hot | ||
195 | all | ||
196 | at | ||
197 | the | ||
198 | same | ||
199 | time | ||
200 | so | ||
201 | hot | ||
202 | in | ||
203 | the | ||
204 | summer | ||
205 | we | ||
206 | require | ||
207 | air | ||
208 | conditioning | ||
209 | although | ||
210 | now | ||
211 | in | ||
212 | the | ||
213 | winter | ||
214 | it | ||
215 | is | ||
216 | cold | ||
217 | in | ||
218 | the | ||
219 | morning | ||
220 | and | ||
221 | i | ||
222 | ca | ||
223 | not | ||
224 | wait | ||
225 | to | ||
226 | hop | ||
227 | in | ||
228 | the | ||
229 | shower | ||
230 | that | ||
231 | tiny | ||
232 | universe | ||
233 | of | ||
234 | water | ||
235 | and | ||
236 | steam | ||
237 | and | ||
238 | soap | ||
239 | and | ||
240 | body | ||
241 | that | ||
242 | and | ||
243 | only | ||
244 | that | ||
245 | exactly | ||
246 | or | ||
247 | rather | ||
248 | exclusively | ||
249 | it | ||
250 | is | ||
251 | hard | ||
252 | to | ||
253 | get | ||
254 | the | ||
255 | words | ||
256 | exactly | ||
257 | right | ||
258 | the | ||
259 | meanings | ||
260 | bleed | ||
261 | into | ||
262 | each | ||
263 | other | ||
264 | like | ||
265 | the | ||
266 | sun's | ||
267 | shadows | ||
268 | on | ||
269 | pavement | ||
270 | ready | ||
271 | for | ||
272 | me | ||
273 | to | ||
274 | dream | ||
275 | another | ||
276 | universe | ||
277 | into | ||
278 | it | ||
279 | on | ||
280 | top | ||
281 | of | ||
282 | it | ||
283 | again | ||
284 | and | ||
285 | again | ||
286 | until | ||
287 | they | ||
288 | all | ||
289 | look | ||
290 | the | ||
291 | same | ||
292 | i | ||
293 | ca | ||
294 | not | ||
295 | tell | ||
296 | whether | ||
297 | it | ||
298 | is | ||
299 | my | ||
300 | morning | ||
301 | or | ||
302 | the | ||
303 | shower's | ||
304 | morning | ||
305 | or | ||
306 | where | ||
307 | i | ||
308 | put | ||
309 | the | ||
310 | conditioner | ||
311 | or | ||
312 | what | ||
313 | the | ||
314 | initial | ||
315 | conditions | ||
316 | could | ||
317 | have | ||
318 | been | ||
319 | that | ||
320 | decided | ||
321 | i | ||
322 | would | ||
323 | misplace | ||
324 | my | ||
325 | conditioner | ||
326 | today | ||
327 | and | ||
328 | why | ||
329 | and | ||
330 | how | ||
331 | much | ||
332 | planning | ||
333 | was | ||
334 | involved | ||
335 | exactly | ||
336 | that | ||
337 | would | ||
338 | cause | ||
339 | so | ||
340 | far | ||
341 | down | ||
342 | the | ||
343 | production | ||
344 | line | ||
345 | of | ||
346 | this | ||
347 | morning | ||
348 | me | ||
349 | to | ||
350 | wake | ||
351 | up | ||
352 | so | ||
353 | long | ||
354 | after | ||
355 | the | ||
356 | rising | ||
357 | of | ||
358 | the | ||
359 | sun | ||
360 | me | ||
361 | to | ||
362 | stay | ||
363 | inside | ||
364 | all | ||
365 | day | ||
366 | even | ||
367 | after | ||
368 | showering | ||
369 | to | ||
370 | look | ||
371 | at | ||
372 | the | ||
373 | same | ||
374 | computer | ||
375 | screen | ||
376 | to | ||
377 | give | ||
378 | up | ||
379 | the | ||
380 | actual | ||
381 | universe | ||
382 | to | ||
383 | the | ||
384 | universe | ||
385 | in | ||
386 | there | ||
387 | with | ||
388 | its | ||
389 | conditions | ||
390 | where | ||
391 | the | ||
392 | screen | ||
393 | serves | ||
394 | as | ||
395 | sickly | ||
396 | sun | ||
397 | where | ||
398 | there | ||
399 | is | ||
400 | apparently | ||
401 | exactly | ||
402 | what | ||
403 | i | ||
404 | need | ||
405 | no | ||
406 | more | ||
407 | the | ||
408 | same | ||
409 | three | ||
410 | sites | ||
411 | i | ||
412 | visited | ||
413 | this | ||
414 | morning | ||
415 | comprising | ||
416 | my | ||
417 | entire | ||
418 | universe | ||