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-he
-said
-at
-the
-beginning
-it
-is
-like
-rolling
-yarn
-into
-a
-too-small
-ball
-sure
-you
-can
-roll
-the
-memories
-around
-for
-a
-while
-and
-maybe
-even
-use
-some
-of
-them
-eventually
-though
-you'll
-wind
-them
-all
-the
-way
-out
-and
-you'll
-be
-left
-with
-nothing
-but
-a
-small
-loop
-you
-can
-tie
-this
-loop
-around
-your
-finger
-and
-start
-wrapping
-your
-body
-but
-this
-is
-an
-extension
-of
-the
-same
-problem
-you'll
-turn
-into
-a
-mummy
-of
-memory
-there'll
-be
-nothing
-left
-underneath
-but
-a
-dead
-body
-but
-what
-does
-it
-mean
-to
-remember
-the
-body
-with
-the
-body
-i
-imagine
-a
-creature
-made
-of
-memory
-putting
-its
-feet
-in
-its
-mouth
-turning
-into
-a
-ball
-in
-this
-way
-it
-could
-roll
-all
-around
-the
-landscape
-of
-its
-memory
-i've
-tried
-explaining
-this
-to
-other
-people
-but
-it
-does
-not
-make
-any
-sense
-to
-them
-the
-task
-of
-eating
-one's
-feet
-is
-to
-them
-an
-unsolvable
-problem
-they
-seem
-to
-forgotten
-that
-as
-babies
-they
-were
-able
-to
-make
-themselves
-into
-loops
-so
-i
-increase
-the
-count
-to
-two
-two
-snakes
-eating
-each
-other's
-tales
-forming
-a
-loop
-in
-this
-way
-they
-are
-able
-to
-put
-two
-heads
-on
-one
-body
-this
-doubles
-the
-number
-of
-memories
-which
-really
-only
-exacerbates
-the
-problem
-it
-is
-like
-trying
-to
-roll
-two
-different
-materials
-up
-into
-a
-ball
-the
-people
-i
-tell
-this
-to
-do
-not
-understand
-this
-either
-they
-say
-using
-two
-animals
-makes
-sense
-to
-them
-they
-say
-there
-must
-be
-different
-types
-of
-memory
-i
-disagree
-with
-this
-theory
-of
-memory
-i
-think
-there
-is
-at
-bottom
-only
-one
-type
-of
-anything
-with
-subtypes
-grouped
-together
-along
-the
-edge
-of
-a
-loop
-color
-becomes
-a
-good
-metaphor
-look
-how
-many
-of
-them
-yet
-they
-are
-all
-consumed
-by
-the
-same
-part
-of
-the
-body
-maybe
-two
-different
-materials
-are
-still
-made
-of
-material
-and
-maybe
-they
-can
-be
-rolled
-into
-a
-ball
-maybe
-there
-actually
-never
-was
-a
-problem
-or
-maybe
-and
-this
-is
-more
-likely
-i
-need
-to
-restate
-the
-problem
-i
-think
-it
-all
-boils
-down
-to
-the
-fact
-that
-i
-have
-a
-truly
-lousy
-memory
-i've
-tried
-different
-mnemonic
-devices
-like
-imagining
-each
-thing
-i
-need
-to
-remember
-being
-visited
-by
-a
-bouncing
-ball
-i've
-tried
-trying
-string
-into
-finger-loops
-i've
-even
-tried
-writing
-the
-things
-i
-need
-to
-remember
-on
-my
-body
-if
-you
-asked
-me
-do
-any
-of
-these
-work
-i
-would
-have
-to
-answer
-none
-of
-them
-sometimes
-in
-the
-morning
-i
-realize
-dumbly
-i've
-forgotten
-my
-words
-all
-of
-them
-they
-generally
-come
-back
-by
-around
-ten
-o'clock
-but
-the
-frequency
-with
-which
-this
-is
-occurring
-is
-becoming
-a
-problem
-i
-feel
-that
-my
-brain
-is
-being
-separated
-from
-my
-body
-is
-there
-a
-place
-in
-the
-universe
-for
-a
-misplaced
-memory
-does
-it
-eat
-its
-own
-tail
-and
-roll
-around
-the
-universe
-as
-it
-loops
-does
-it
-shrink
-down
-and
-become
-lost
-as
-a
-tiny
-ball
-no
-matter
-what
-happens
-eventually
-i
-will
-become
-them
-as
-i
-lose
-the
-last
-of
-my
-memory
-i
-wo
-not
-be
-able
-to
-solve
-the
-problem
-of
-my
-being
-and
-my
-being
-will
-become
-my
-problem
-in
-an
-eternal
-loop
-i
-will
-roll
-my
-body
-into
-a
-prenatal
-ball