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1 | i | ||
2 | want | ||
3 | to | ||
4 | say | ||
5 | i | ||
6 | want | ||
7 | to | ||
8 | say | ||
9 | i | ||
10 | take | ||
11 | it | ||
12 | all | ||
13 | back | ||
14 | i | ||
15 | want | ||
16 | i | ||
17 | want | ||
18 | to | ||
19 | take | ||
20 | it | ||
21 | back | ||
22 | i | ||
23 | want | ||
24 | it | ||
25 | none | ||
26 | of | ||
27 | it | ||
28 | to | ||
29 | be | ||
30 | ever | ||
31 | have | ||
32 | happened | ||
33 | not | ||
34 | when | ||
35 | i | ||
36 | saw | ||
37 | you | ||
38 | step | ||
39 | over | ||
40 | the | ||
41 | rope | ||
42 | when | ||
43 | we | ||
44 | went | ||
45 | to | ||
46 | new | ||
47 | york | ||
48 | for | ||
49 | a | ||
50 | week | ||
51 | but | ||
52 | stayed | ||
53 | upstate | ||
54 | when | ||
55 | you | ||
56 | punched | ||
57 | me | ||
58 | hard | ||
59 | in | ||
60 | the | ||
61 | solar | ||
62 | plexus | ||
63 | in | ||
64 | prague | ||
65 | when | ||
66 | i | ||
67 | looked | ||
68 | in | ||
69 | your | ||
70 | face | ||
71 | and | ||
72 | saw | ||
73 | myself | ||
74 | looking | ||
75 | back | ||
76 | smiling | ||
77 | when | ||
78 | we | ||
79 | went | ||
80 | on | ||
81 | another | ||
82 | trip | ||
83 | and | ||
84 | another | ||
85 | all | ||
86 | the | ||
87 | trips | ||
88 | i | ||
89 | want | ||
90 | to | ||
91 | have | ||
92 | stayed | ||
93 | home | ||
94 | i | ||
95 | want | ||
96 | to | ||
97 | have | ||
98 | seen | ||
99 | the | ||
100 | clouds | ||
101 | drifting | ||
102 | past | ||
103 | my | ||
104 | car | ||
105 | window | ||
106 | to | ||
107 | have | ||
108 | listened | ||
109 | to | ||
110 | that | ||
111 | sound | ||
112 | the | ||
113 | bridge | ||
114 | makes | ||
115 | driving | ||
116 | over | ||
117 | it | ||
118 | without | ||
119 | thinking | ||
120 | of | ||
121 | you | ||
122 | always | ||
123 | it | ||
124 | was | ||
125 | you | ||
126 | i | ||
127 | want | ||
128 | i | ||
129 | want | ||
130 | to | ||
131 | be | ||
132 | fresh | ||
133 | i | ||
134 | want | ||
135 | to | ||
136 | roll | ||
137 | out | ||
138 | of | ||
139 | bed | ||
140 | as | ||
141 | though | ||
142 | it | ||
143 | were | ||
144 | my | ||
145 | first | ||
146 | morning | ||
147 | in | ||
148 | a | ||
149 | new | ||
150 | state | ||
151 | i | ||
152 | want | ||
153 | nothing | ||
154 | more | ||
155 | than | ||
156 | absolution | ||
157 | of | ||
158 | sins | ||
159 | a | ||
160 | negation | ||
161 | but | ||
162 | there | ||
163 | is | ||
164 | no | ||
165 | way | ||
166 | to | ||
167 | subtract | ||
168 | here | ||
169 | i | ||
170 | cannot | ||
171 | remove | ||
172 | this | ||
173 | growth | ||
174 | that | ||
175 | appeared | ||
176 | seemingly | ||
177 | overnight | ||
178 | i | ||
179 | cannot | ||
180 | cut | ||
181 | you | ||
182 | away | ||
183 | from | ||
184 | myself | ||
185 | i | ||
186 | cannot | ||
187 | forget | ||
188 | what | ||
189 | has | ||
190 | already | ||
191 | and | ||
192 | will | ||
193 | always | ||
194 | have | ||
195 | been | ||
196 | i | ||
197 | cannot | ||
198 | get | ||
199 | out | ||
200 | of | ||
201 | a | ||
202 | new | ||
203 | bed | ||
204 | ever | ||
205 | new | ||
206 | york | ||
207 | will | ||
208 | always | ||
209 | be | ||
210 | as | ||
211 | it | ||
212 | was | ||
213 | when | ||
214 | i | ||
215 | saw | ||
216 | it | ||
217 | first | ||
218 | with | ||
219 | you | ||
220 | my | ||
221 | breathing | ||
222 | will | ||
223 | always | ||
224 | be | ||
225 | labored | ||
226 | outside | ||
227 | of | ||
228 | the | ||
229 | cafe | ||
230 | i | ||
231 | will | ||
232 | always | ||
233 | see | ||
234 | you | ||
235 | when | ||
236 | i | ||
237 | look | ||
238 | in | ||
239 | a | ||
240 | mirror | ||
241 | of | ||
242 | someone's | ||
243 | face | ||
244 | the | ||
245 | reflection | ||
246 | of | ||
247 | missed | ||
248 | thoughts | ||
249 | missed | ||
250 | words | ||
251 | will | ||
252 | cease | ||
253 | to | ||
254 | give | ||
255 | meaning | ||
256 | the | ||
257 | center | ||
258 | will | ||
259 | come | ||
260 | out | ||
261 | of | ||
262 | me | ||
263 | i | ||
264 | will | ||
265 | make | ||
266 | a | ||
267 | new | ||
268 | center | ||
269 | yes | ||
270 | i | ||
271 | will | ||
272 | drag | ||
273 | what | ||
274 | is | ||
275 | your | ||
276 | center | ||
277 | around | ||
278 | with | ||
279 | me | ||
280 | and | ||
281 | repeat | ||
282 | and | ||
283 | repeat | ||
284 | again | ||
285 | i | ||
286 | cannot | ||
287 | want | ||
288 | cannot | ||
289 | want | ||
290 | want | ||
291 | not | ||