diff options
Diffstat (limited to 'river/i-wanted-to-tell-you-something.river')
-rw-r--r-- | river/i-wanted-to-tell-you-something.river | 374 |
1 files changed, 374 insertions, 0 deletions
diff --git a/river/i-wanted-to-tell-you-something.river b/river/i-wanted-to-tell-you-something.river new file mode 100644 index 0000000..9e76558 --- /dev/null +++ b/river/i-wanted-to-tell-you-something.river | |||
@@ -0,0 +1,374 @@ | |||
1 | i | ||
2 | wanted | ||
3 | to | ||
4 | tell | ||
5 | you | ||
6 | something | ||
7 | i | ||
8 | wanted | ||
9 | to | ||
10 | tell | ||
11 | you | ||
12 | something | ||
13 | in | ||
14 | order | ||
15 | to | ||
16 | explain | ||
17 | the | ||
18 | way | ||
19 | i | ||
20 | feel | ||
21 | about | ||
22 | the | ||
23 | universe | ||
24 | its | ||
25 | workings | ||
26 | etc | ||
27 | but | ||
28 | i | ||
29 | couldn't | ||
30 | yesterday | ||
31 | i'm | ||
32 | sorry | ||
33 | i | ||
34 | wanted | ||
35 | only | ||
36 | to | ||
37 | ball | ||
38 | myself | ||
39 | up | ||
40 | and | ||
41 | cry | ||
42 | all | ||
43 | day | ||
44 | it | ||
45 | was | ||
46 | the | ||
47 | sixteenth | ||
48 | day | ||
49 | in | ||
50 | a | ||
51 | row | ||
52 | this | ||
53 | happened | ||
54 | to | ||
55 | me | ||
56 | and | ||
57 | to | ||
58 | be | ||
59 | more | ||
60 | than | ||
61 | two | ||
62 | weeks | ||
63 | waiting | ||
64 | to | ||
65 | cry | ||
66 | is | ||
67 | especially | ||
68 | when | ||
69 | the | ||
70 | whole | ||
71 | time | ||
72 | i | ||
73 | wasn't | ||
74 | able | ||
75 | to | ||
76 | absolutely | ||
77 | horrible | ||
78 | it | ||
79 | was | ||
80 | no | ||
81 | sweet | ||
82 | sixteen | ||
83 | i'll | ||
84 | tell | ||
85 | you | ||
86 | that | ||
87 | much | ||
88 | unless | ||
89 | at | ||
90 | yours | ||
91 | the | ||
92 | universe | ||
93 | kept | ||
94 | telling | ||
95 | you | ||
96 | to | ||
97 | quit | ||
98 | having | ||
99 | such | ||
100 | a | ||
101 | ball | ||
102 | and | ||
103 | that | ||
104 | you | ||
105 | should | ||
106 | have | ||
107 | died | ||
108 | like | ||
109 | yesterday | ||
110 | at | ||
111 | first | ||
112 | it | ||
113 | feels | ||
114 | like | ||
115 | you're | ||
116 | winning | ||
117 | that | ||
118 | yesterday | ||
119 | you | ||
120 | really | ||
121 | were | ||
122 | meant | ||
123 | to | ||
124 | die | ||
125 | but | ||
126 | since | ||
127 | you | ||
128 | still | ||
129 | are | ||
130 | you | ||
131 | beat | ||
132 | the | ||
133 | system | ||
134 | somehow | ||
135 | but | ||
136 | the | ||
137 | universe | ||
138 | bawls | ||
139 | no | ||
140 | i | ||
141 | meant | ||
142 | you | ||
143 | should've | ||
144 | crawled | ||
145 | into | ||
146 | a | ||
147 | hole | ||
148 | and | ||
149 | fucking | ||
150 | died | ||
151 | and | ||
152 | then | ||
153 | the | ||
154 | universe | ||
155 | punches | ||
156 | you | ||
157 | right | ||
158 | in | ||
159 | the | ||
160 | gut | ||
161 | something | ||
162 | like | ||
163 | sixteen | ||
164 | times | ||
165 | and | ||
166 | all | ||
167 | you | ||
168 | can | ||
169 | think | ||
170 | is | ||
171 | some | ||
172 | sixteenth | ||
173 | birthday | ||
174 | maybe | ||
175 | i | ||
176 | will | ||
177 | go | ||
178 | die | ||
179 | in | ||
180 | a | ||
181 | hole | ||
182 | yesterday | ||
183 | at | ||
184 | times | ||
185 | like | ||
186 | this | ||
187 | is | ||
188 | a | ||
189 | luxury | ||
190 | the | ||
191 | cruel | ||
192 | universe | ||
193 | refuses | ||
194 | to | ||
195 | give | ||
196 | you | ||
197 | this | ||
198 | is | ||
199 | when | ||
200 | it's | ||
201 | a | ||
202 | pain | ||
203 | just | ||
204 | to | ||
205 | be | ||
206 | when | ||
207 | that | ||
208 | marvell | ||
209 | line | ||
210 | about | ||
211 | rolling | ||
212 | our | ||
213 | stuff | ||
214 | into | ||
215 | one | ||
216 | ball | ||
217 | just | ||
218 | seems | ||
219 | glib | ||
220 | when | ||
221 | you | ||
222 | don't | ||
223 | want | ||
224 | one | ||
225 | body | ||
226 | let | ||
227 | alone | ||
228 | two | ||
229 | something | ||
230 | else | ||
231 | that | ||
232 | may | ||
233 | come | ||
234 | as | ||
235 | a | ||
236 | surprise | ||
237 | to | ||
238 | you | ||
239 | over | ||
240 | the | ||
241 | past | ||
242 | more-than-a-fortnight | ||
243 | these | ||
244 | sixteen | ||
245 | days | ||
246 | i've | ||
247 | had | ||
248 | nothing | ||
249 | to | ||
250 | eat | ||
251 | but | ||
252 | crackers | ||
253 | and | ||
254 | a | ||
255 | cheese | ||
256 | ball | ||
257 | that's | ||
258 | not | ||
259 | entirely | ||
260 | true | ||
261 | yesterday | ||
262 | i | ||
263 | had | ||
264 | some | ||
265 | candy | ||
266 | peppermints | ||
267 | and | ||
268 | jujubes | ||
269 | maybe | ||
270 | this | ||
271 | is | ||
272 | why | ||
273 | i'm | ||
274 | so | ||
275 | mad | ||
276 | at | ||
277 | the | ||
278 | universe | ||
279 | because | ||
280 | all | ||
281 | it | ||
282 | has | ||
283 | ever | ||
284 | wanted | ||
285 | this | ||
286 | universe | ||
287 | that | ||
288 | gave | ||
289 | me | ||
290 | life | ||
291 | fed | ||
292 | me | ||
293 | from | ||
294 | its | ||
295 | breast | ||
296 | til | ||
297 | i | ||
298 | was | ||
299 | two | ||
300 | and | ||
301 | even | ||
302 | before | ||
303 | that | ||
304 | made | ||
305 | a | ||
306 | place | ||
307 | in | ||
308 | which | ||
309 | i | ||
310 | could | ||
311 | be | ||
312 | all | ||
313 | it's | ||
314 | wanted | ||
315 | was | ||
316 | for | ||
317 | me | ||
318 | to | ||
319 | take | ||
320 | the | ||
321 | sixteen | ||
322 | steps | ||
323 | to | ||
324 | sobriety | ||
325 | fold | ||
326 | the | ||
327 | eight-fold | ||
328 | path | ||
329 | over | ||
330 | yesterday | ||
331 | and | ||
332 | step | ||
333 | around | ||
334 | it | ||
335 | lightly | ||
336 | as | ||
337 | i | ||
338 | would | ||
339 | an | ||
340 | exercise | ||
341 | ball | ||
342 | but | ||
343 | the | ||
344 | problem | ||
345 | is | ||
346 | dear | ||
347 | universe | ||
348 | there's | ||
349 | no | ||
350 | way | ||
351 | i | ||
352 | could | ||
353 | be | ||
354 | something | ||
355 | as | ||
356 | hard | ||
357 | as | ||
358 | all | ||
359 | that | ||
360 | to | ||
361 | wake | ||
362 | up | ||
363 | yesterday | ||
364 | morning | ||
365 | stretch | ||
366 | over | ||
367 | my | ||
368 | sixteen | ||
369 | selves | ||
370 | bound | ||
371 | out | ||
372 | like | ||
373 | a | ||
374 | ball | ||