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1 | i | ||
2 | wanted | ||
3 | to | ||
4 | tell | ||
5 | you | ||
6 | something | ||
7 | in | ||
8 | order | ||
9 | to | ||
10 | explain | ||
11 | the | ||
12 | way | ||
13 | i | ||
14 | feel | ||
15 | about | ||
16 | the | ||
17 | universe | ||
18 | its | ||
19 | workings | ||
20 | etc | ||
21 | but | ||
22 | i | ||
23 | couldn't | ||
24 | yesterday | ||
25 | i'm | ||
26 | sorry | ||
27 | i | ||
28 | wanted | ||
29 | only | ||
30 | to | ||
31 | ball | ||
32 | myself | ||
33 | up | ||
34 | and | ||
35 | cry | ||
36 | all | ||
37 | day | ||
38 | it | ||
39 | was | ||
40 | the | ||
41 | sixteenth | ||
42 | day | ||
43 | in | ||
44 | a | ||
45 | row | ||
46 | this | ||
47 | happened | ||
48 | to | ||
49 | me | ||
50 | and | ||
51 | to | ||
52 | be | ||
53 | more | ||
54 | than | ||
55 | two | ||
56 | weeks | ||
57 | waiting | ||
58 | to | ||
59 | cry | ||
60 | is | ||
61 | especially | ||
62 | when | ||
63 | the | ||
64 | whole | ||
65 | time | ||
66 | i | ||
67 | wasn't | ||
68 | able | ||
69 | to | ||
70 | absolutely | ||
71 | horrible | ||
72 | it | ||
73 | was | ||
74 | no | ||
75 | sweet | ||
76 | sixteen | ||
77 | i'll | ||
78 | tell | ||
79 | you | ||
80 | that | ||
81 | much | ||
82 | unless | ||
83 | at | ||
84 | yours | ||
85 | the | ||
86 | universe | ||
87 | kept | ||
88 | telling | ||
89 | you | ||
90 | to | ||
91 | quit | ||
92 | having | ||
93 | such | ||
94 | a | ||
95 | ball | ||
96 | and | ||
97 | that | ||
98 | you | ||
99 | should | ||
100 | have | ||
101 | died | ||
102 | like | ||
103 | yesterday | ||
104 | at | ||
105 | first | ||
106 | it | ||
107 | feels | ||
108 | like | ||
109 | you're | ||
110 | winning | ||
111 | that | ||
112 | yesterday | ||
113 | you | ||
114 | really | ||
115 | were | ||
116 | meant | ||
117 | to | ||
118 | die | ||
119 | but | ||
120 | since | ||
121 | you | ||
122 | still | ||
123 | are | ||
124 | you | ||
125 | beat | ||
126 | the | ||
127 | system | ||
128 | somehow | ||
129 | but | ||
130 | the | ||
131 | universe | ||
132 | bawls | ||
133 | no | ||
134 | i | ||
135 | meant | ||
136 | you | ||
137 | should've | ||
138 | crawled | ||
139 | into | ||
140 | a | ||
141 | hole | ||
142 | and | ||
143 | fucking | ||
144 | died | ||
145 | and | ||
146 | then | ||
147 | the | ||
148 | universe | ||
149 | punches | ||
150 | you | ||
151 | right | ||
152 | in | ||
153 | the | ||
154 | gut | ||
155 | something | ||
156 | like | ||
157 | sixteen | ||
158 | times | ||
159 | and | ||
160 | all | ||
161 | you | ||
162 | can | ||
163 | think | ||
164 | is | ||
165 | some | ||
166 | sixteenth | ||
167 | birthday | ||
168 | maybe | ||
169 | i | ||
170 | will | ||
171 | go | ||
172 | die | ||
173 | in | ||
174 | a | ||
175 | hole | ||
176 | yesterday | ||
177 | at | ||
178 | times | ||
179 | like | ||
180 | this | ||
181 | is | ||
182 | a | ||
183 | luxury | ||
184 | the | ||
185 | cruel | ||
186 | universe | ||
187 | refuses | ||
188 | to | ||
189 | give | ||
190 | you | ||
191 | this | ||
192 | is | ||
193 | when | ||
194 | it's | ||
195 | a | ||
196 | pain | ||
197 | just | ||
198 | to | ||
199 | be | ||
200 | when | ||
201 | that | ||
202 | marvell | ||
203 | line | ||
204 | about | ||
205 | rolling | ||
206 | our | ||
207 | stuff | ||
208 | into | ||
209 | one | ||
210 | ball | ||
211 | just | ||
212 | seems | ||
213 | glib | ||
214 | when | ||
215 | you | ||
216 | don't | ||
217 | want | ||
218 | one | ||
219 | body | ||
220 | let | ||
221 | alone | ||
222 | two | ||
223 | something | ||
224 | else | ||
225 | that | ||
226 | may | ||
227 | come | ||
228 | as | ||
229 | a | ||
230 | surprise | ||
231 | to | ||
232 | you | ||
233 | over | ||
234 | the | ||
235 | past | ||
236 | more-than-a-fortnight | ||
237 | these | ||
238 | sixteen | ||
239 | days | ||
240 | i've | ||
241 | had | ||
242 | nothing | ||
243 | to | ||
244 | eat | ||
245 | but | ||
246 | crackers | ||
247 | and | ||
248 | a | ||
249 | cheese | ||
250 | ball | ||
251 | that's | ||
252 | not | ||
253 | entirely | ||
254 | true | ||
255 | yesterday | ||
256 | i | ||
257 | had | ||
258 | some | ||
259 | candy | ||
260 | peppermints | ||
261 | and | ||
262 | jujubes | ||
263 | maybe | ||
264 | this | ||
265 | is | ||
266 | why | ||
267 | i'm | ||
268 | so | ||
269 | mad | ||
270 | at | ||
271 | the | ||
272 | universe | ||
273 | because | ||
274 | all | ||
275 | it | ||
276 | has | ||
277 | ever | ||
278 | wanted | ||
279 | this | ||
280 | universe | ||
281 | that | ||
282 | gave | ||
283 | me | ||
284 | life | ||
285 | fed | ||
286 | me | ||
287 | from | ||
288 | its | ||
289 | breast | ||
290 | til | ||
291 | i | ||
292 | was | ||
293 | two | ||
294 | and | ||
295 | even | ||
296 | before | ||
297 | that | ||
298 | made | ||
299 | a | ||
300 | place | ||
301 | in | ||
302 | which | ||
303 | i | ||
304 | could | ||
305 | be | ||
306 | all | ||
307 | it's | ||
308 | wanted | ||
309 | was | ||
310 | for | ||
311 | me | ||
312 | to | ||
313 | take | ||
314 | the | ||
315 | sixteen | ||
316 | steps | ||
317 | to | ||
318 | sobriety | ||
319 | fold | ||
320 | the | ||
321 | eight-fold | ||
322 | path | ||
323 | over | ||
324 | yesterday | ||
325 | and | ||
326 | step | ||
327 | around | ||
328 | it | ||
329 | lightly | ||
330 | as | ||
331 | i | ||
332 | would | ||
333 | an | ||
334 | exercise | ||
335 | ball | ||
336 | but | ||
337 | the | ||
338 | problem | ||
339 | is | ||
340 | dear | ||
341 | universe | ||
342 | there's | ||
343 | no | ||
344 | way | ||
345 | i | ||
346 | could | ||
347 | be | ||
348 | something | ||
349 | as | ||
350 | hard | ||
351 | as | ||
352 | all | ||
353 | that | ||
354 | to | ||
355 | wake | ||
356 | up | ||
357 | yesterday | ||
358 | morning | ||
359 | stretch | ||
360 | over | ||
361 | my | ||
362 | sixteen | ||
363 | selves | ||
364 | bound | ||
365 | out | ||
366 | like | ||
367 | a | ||
368 | ball | ||