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-i
-eli
-eli
-can
-one
-truly
-describe
-an
-emotion
-eli
-asked
-me
-over
-the
-walkie-talkie
-he
-was
-in
-the
-bathroom
-had
-taken
-the
-walkie-talkie
-in
-with
-him
-absent-mindedly
-i
-could
-hear
-sounds
-of
-his
-piss
-hitting
-the
-toilet
-water
-i
-can
-hear
-you
-peeing
-i
-said
-he
-didn't
-answer
-so
-i
-said
-in
-apology
-it's
-okay
-humans
-are
-sexually
-dimorphic
-i
-was
-sitting
-on
-my
-blue
-baby
-blanket
-texting
-jon
-who
-was
-funny
-and
-amicable
-over
-the
-phone
-he
-made
-a
-three-message
-joke
-about
-greedy
-lawyers
-and
-i
-would
-have
-been
-laughing
-if
-not
-for
-my
-embarrassment
-toward
-eli
-he
-finally
-came
-out
-of
-the
-bathroom
-and
-kept
-his
-eyes
-straight
-ahead
-toward
-the
-wall
-calendar
-and
-not
-at
-me
-as
-he
-passed
-through
-the
-family
-room
-into
-his
-bedroom
-were
-he
-shut
-the
-door
-quietly
-presently
-i
-heard
-some
-muffled
-noise
-as
-he
-turned
-on
-his
-ipod
-i
-guessed
-he
-didn't
-feel
-like
-talking
-so
-i
-stayed
-on
-my
-blanket
-watching
-the
-price
-is
-right
-and
-texting
-jon
-drew
-carrey
-was
-doing
-his
-wrap-up
-speech
-on
-tv
-when
-eli
-finally
-came
-out
-of
-his
-room
-red
-puffy
-streaks
-covering
-his
-face
-his
-eyes
-and
-nose
-were
-red
-too
-which
-was
-almost
-festive
-against
-the
-pale
-green
-and
-white
-of
-the
-wallpaper
-i
-had
-been
-laughing
-at
-the
-goofy
-costumes
-on
-the
-price
-is
-right
-and
-the
-jokes
-jon
-was
-texting
-me
-but
-when
-eli
-came
-out
-of
-the
-room
-i
-stopped
-and
-just
-looked
-at
-him
-as
-well
-as
-i
-could
-he
-was
-staring
-at
-my
-right
-shoulder
-as
-he
-said
-go
-home
-now
-what
-i
-said
-go
-home
-now
-i
-don't
-want
-you
-here
-anymore
-because
-i
-just
-remembered
-i
-have
-someone
-coming
-over
-and
-i
-have
-to
-clean
-look
-eli
-i'm
-sorry
-it
-doesn't
-have
-anything
-to
-do
-with
-you
-i
-swear
-just
-go
-okay
-go
-home
-now
-i
-got
-up
-and
-tried
-to
-give
-him
-a
-hug
-but
-he
-withdrew
-from
-me
-sharply
-so
-i
-walked
-around
-the
-coffee
-table
-as
-he
-sat
-down
-not
-looking
-at
-me
-anymore
-and
-stared
-at
-the
-blank
-tv
-the
-blanket
-i
-had
-been
-sitting
-in
-was
-crumpled
-next
-to
-him
-like
-a
-dead
-bird
-i
-opened
-my
-mouth
-but
-thought
-better
-of
-talking
-and
-closed
-the
-door
-behind
-me
-slowly
-ii
-dimorphic
-dimorphic
-verse
-oranges
-poison
-a
-compromise
-between
-mary
-judas
-blue
-baby
-blankets
-swaddling
-greedy
-lawyers
-can
-one
-truly
-describe
-an
-emotion
-i
-cut
-my
-ankle
-with
-a
-razor
-blade
-i
-can
-only
-go
-one
-at
-a
-time
-humanity
-has
-a
-seething
-mass
-of
-eels
-for
-a
-brain
-mating
-in
-the
-water
-so
-forcefully
-that
-it
-could
-drown
-you
-under
-the
-moon
-iii
-declaration
-of
-poetry
-declaration-of-poetry
-you
-have
-to
-go
-one
-line
-at
-a
-time
-and
-you
-have
-to
-start
-on
-the
-first
-or
-second
-line