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1there
2is
3a
4cave
5just
6outside
7of
8flagstaff
9made
10from
11ancient
12lava
13flows
14we
15went
16inside
17it
18to
19where
20the
21darkness
22was
23a
24presence
25it
26walked
27with
28us
29like
30a
31christ
32our
33footsteps
34fell
35dead
36on
37its
38walls
39we
40learned
41what
42space
43felt
44like
45and
46drowning
47and
48being
49crushed
50and
51going
52blind
53and
54deaf
55we
56made
57up
58words
59to
60push
61the
62feeling
63away
64to
65goad
66it
67like
68mockingbirds
69fighting
70hawks
71we
72called
73it
74creepy
75to
76its
77face
78it
79stared
80back
81dispassionate
82in
83a
84bathroom
85i
86know
87there
88is
89a
90low
91thrumming
92that
93comes
94from
95the
96air
97ducts
98in
99the
100ceiling
101it
102comforts
103me
104in
105the
106same
107way
108the
109smell
110of
111toilet-water
112calms
113my
114stomach
115it
116is
117a
118sound
119so
120close
121to
122quiet
123so
124close
125to
126the
127porcelain
128whiteness
129of
130the
131toilet
132it
133pushes
134all
135other
136noise
137away
138it
139is
140deafening
141quiet
142in
143its
144most
145real
146form
147its
148most
149realizable
150form
151the
152eggs
153on
154the
155floor
156broken
157not
158the
159eggs
160in
161their
162journey
163to
164the
165floor
166or
167from
168the
169farm
170or
171from
172the
173hen
174on
175the
176farm
177in
178the
179cage
180glowing
181under
182fluorescent
183lights
184its
185neighbors
186pressed
187to
188its
189body
190rotten-smelling
191grotesque
192not
193the
194fateful
195meeting
196with
197the
198floor
199not
200the
201long
202wait
203in
204darkness
205for
206the
207fluorescent
208dawn
209cacophonous
210with
211pain
212and
213smell
214none
215of
216this
217the
218sunlight
219on
220the
221kitchen
222tile
223the
224refrigerator
225softly
226humming
227the
228eggs
229on
230the
231floor
232the
233yolks
234glistening
235i
236compose
237with
238music
239best
240under
241its
242meaninglessness
243i
244am
245able
246to
247hear
248the
249silence
250a
251different
252meaninglessness
253a
254somehow-deeper
255meaninglessness
256the
257inverse
258of
259repeating
260a
261word
262until
263it
264is
265only
266sound
267i
268can
269hear
270the
271taboo
272the
273never-spoken
274unacknowledged
275i
276write
277to
278drown
279its
280sound
281with
282the
283scratching
284of
285my
286pen
287silence
288lies
289underneath
290us
291all
292in
293the
294same
295way
296the
297nile
298has
299a
300river
301underneath
302ten
303times
304as
305large
306though
307this
308is
309an
310urban
311legend
312apparently
313i
314threw
315a
316party
317in
318my
319dream
320and
321went
322to
323the
324bathroom
325down
326a
327long
328dark
329hallway
330i
331began
332to
333leave
334and
335noticed
336the
337bathtub
338full
339of
340stuffed
341animals
342in
343a
344heap
345i
346examined
347them
348each
349in
350turn
351an
352elephant
353a
354tiger
355each
356backgrounded
357by
358white
359tile
360a
361warthog
362sat
363at
364the
365top
366of
367the
368heap
369it
370caught
371my
372eye
373i
374stared
375it
376slowly
377winked
378sneering
379i
380reached
381out
382my
383finger
384and
385poked
386it
387like
388the
389pillsbury
390doughboy
391it
392responded
393in
394kind
395chuckling
396i
397woke
398with
399a
400start
401terrified
402it
403had
404made
405no
406sound
407there
408are
409at
410least
411two
412kinds
413of
414silence
415in
416the
417same
418way
419that
420there
421are
422at
423least
424two
425kinds
426of
427sadness
428there
429is
430the
431silence
432of
433after
434the
435staring
436open-mouthed
437silence
438the
439what-do-we-do-now
440silence
441there
442is
443the
444silence
445of
446before
447the
448still
449before
450rainfall
451the
452just-woken-up
453there
454is
455now
456i'm
457thinking
458about
459it
460the
461silence
462of
463between
464the
465waiting
466room
467after
468the
469heart
470attack
471after
472the
473phone
474call
475after
476the
477hurried
478drive
479the
480fast
481walking
482down
483hospital
484hallways
485the
486finding
487the
488room
489my
490family
491their
492faces
493the
494silence
495of
496after
497the
498tv
499quietly
500playing
501maurie
502the
503silence
504underneath
505that
506the
507waiting
508room
509before
510the
511doctor
512comes
513in
514tells
515us
516what
517happened
518the
519chances
520before
521my
522parents
523drive
524down
525their
526three
527long
528hours
529in
530the
531car
532before
533we
534become
535the
536hospital
537people
538for
539five
540days
541camped-out
542loud
543cackling
544crying
545doing
546crosswords
547watching
548her
549die
550the
551silence
552of
553wondering
554whether
555we
556could've
557known
558each
559other
560better
561the
562silence
563of
564the
565long
566trip
567we
568prefer
569to
570believe
571she's
572gone
573on
574which
575is
576really
577the
578silence
579of
580her
581absence
582the
583eggs
584on
585the
586floor
587broken
588in
589other
590dreams
591all
592i've
593watched
594all
595of
596my
597family
598dying
599my
600father
601i
602remember
603best
604he
605was
606on
607the
608wicker
609rocking
610chair
611on
612the
613porch
614staring
615at
616the
617back
618yard
619the
620evergreen
621trees
622in
623a
624magic
625triangle
626their
627branches
628intertwined
629we
630were
631all
632on
633the
634porch
635and
636i
637heard
638like
639a
640far-away
641bell
642the
643moment
644of
645his
646death
647i
648woke
649up
650crying
651my
652throat
653closed
654with
655grief
656leaving
657after
658the
659goodbye
660at
661the
662hotel
663realizing
664i
665wo
666not
667be
668home
669until
670christmas
671that
672i'm
673on
674my
675own
676long
677trip
678someone
679on
680the
681radio
682station
683i'm
684listening
685to
686in
687the
688car
689screws
690up
691transferring
692tapes
693broadcasts
694dead
695air
696the
697silence
698yawns
699like
700a
701chasm
702lasting
703for
704years
705the
706wind
707picks
708me
709up
710and
711carries
712me
713away
714i
715see
716everything
717from
718a
719great
720height
721i
722see
723the
724future
725i'm
726waiting