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2title: 'Words and meaning'
3project: 'Elegies for Alternate Selves'
4genre: 'prose'
5...
6
7"How astonishing it is that language can almost mean, / and frightening
8that it does not quite," Jack Gilbert opens his poem "The Forgotten
9Dialect of the Heart." In a similar vein, Hass's "Meditation at
10Legunitas" states, "A word is elegy to what it signifies." These poems
11get to the heart of language, and express the old duality of thought: by
12giving a word to an entity, it is both tethered and made meaningful.
13
14Words are the inevitable byproduct of an analytic mind. Humans are
15constantly classifying and reclassifying ideas, objects, animals,
16people, into ten thousand arbitrary categories. A favorite saying of
17mine is that "Everything is everything," a tautology that I like,
18because it gets to the core of the human linguistic machine, and because
19every time I say it people think I'm being [disingenuous][]. But what I mean
20by "everything is everything" is that there is a continuity to existence
21that works beyond, or rather underneath, our capacity to understand it
22through language. Language by definition compartmentalizes reality, sets
23this bit apart from that bit, sets up boundaries as to what is and is
24not a stone, a leaf, a door. Most of the time I think of language as
25limiting, as defining a thing as the [inverse of everything][] is not.
26
27In this way, "everything is everything" becomes "everything is nothing,"
28which is another thing I like to say and something that pisses people
29off. To me, infinity and zero are the same, two ways of looking at the
30same point on the circle–of numbers, of the universe, whatever. Maybe
31it's because I wear an analogue watch, and so my view of time is
32cyclical, or maybe it's some brain trauma I had in vitro, but whatever it
33is that's how I see the world, because I'm working against the
34limitations that language sets upon us. I think that's the role of the
35poet, or of any artist: to take the over-expansive experience of
36existing and to boil it down, boil and boil away until there is the
37ultimate concentrate at the center that is what the poem talks around,
38at, etc., but never of, because it is ultimately made of language and
39cannot get to it. A poem is getting as close as possible to the speed of
40light, to absolute zero, to God, while knowing that it can't get all the
41way there, and never will. A poem is doing this and coming back and
42showing what happened as it happened. Exegesis is hard because a really
43good poem will be just that, it will be the most basic and best way to
44say what it's saying, so attempts to say the same thing differently will
45fail. A poem is a kernel of existence. It is a description of the
46kernel. [It is][].
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48[disingenuous]: likingthings.html
49[inverse of everything]: i-am.html
50[It is]: arspoetica.html