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+initial
+conditions
+there
+is
+a
+theory
+which
+states
+the
+universe
+if
+it
+began
+with
+the
+same
+initial
+conditions
+same
+gravity
+same
+strong
+weak
+nuclear
+force
+same
+size
+and
+shape
+would
+unfold
+in
+exactly
+the
+way
+it
+has
+with
+the
+same
+planets
+orbiting
+suns
+same
+people
+making
+same
+mistakes
+like
+this
+morning
+it's
+actually
+past
+two
+but
+i
+will
+call
+it
+morning
+while
+turning
+on
+the
+shower
+i
+as
+the
+universe
+intended
+although
+i
+was
+expecting
+the
+heat
+of
+suns
+had
+the
+ice
+of
+inner
+space
+those
+pre
+existing
+conditions
+before
+the
+big
+bang
+the
+shower
+was
+almost
+exactly
+freezing
+for
+a
+split
+second
+every
+day
+it's
+the
+same
+i
+turn
+on
+the
+tap
+hop
+in
+pull
+the
+knob
+have
+the
+same
+moment
+of
+utter
+panic
+then
+pain
+then
+a
+relaxing
+morning
+shower
+where
+i
+spend
+between
+five
+to
+ten
+i'm
+not
+sure
+exactly
+minutes
+i
+have
+good
+thoughts
+this
+poem
+about
+the
+universe
+for
+example
+i
+had
+the
+idea
+while
+i
+was
+conditioning
+my
+hair
+it
+came
+to
+me
+like
+accidentally
+looking
+at
+the
+sun
+the
+pain
+and
+the
+wonder
+that
+something
+as
+large
+as
+suns
+could
+appear
+so
+small
+and
+yet
+so
+hot
+all
+at
+the
+same
+time
+so
+hot
+in
+the
+summer
+we
+require
+air
+conditioning
+although
+now
+in
+the
+winter
+it's
+cold
+in
+the
+morning
+and
+i
+can't
+wait
+to
+hop
+in
+the
+shower
+that
+tiny
+universe
+of
+water
+and
+steam
+and
+soap
+and
+body
+that
+and
+only
+that
+exactly
+or
+rather
+exclusively
+it's
+hard
+to
+get
+the
+words
+exactly
+right
+the
+meanings
+bleed
+into
+each
+other
+like
+the
+sun's
+shadows
+on
+pavement
+ready
+for
+me
+to
+dream
+another
+universe
+into
+it
+on
+top
+of
+it
+again
+and
+again
+until
+they
+all
+look
+the
+same
+i
+can't
+tell
+whether
+it's
+my
+morning
+or
+the
+shower's
+morning
+or
+where
+i
+put
+the
+conditioner
+or
+what
+the
+initial
+conditions
+could
+have
+been
+that
+decided
+i
+would
+misplace
+my
+conditioner
+today
+and
+why
+and
+how
+much
+planning
+was
+involved
+exactly
+that
+would
+cause
+so
+far
+down
+the
+production
+line
+of
+this
+morning
+me
+to
+wake
+up
+so
+long
+after
+the
+rising
+of
+the
+sun
+me
+to
+stay
+inside
+all
+day
+even
+after
+showering
+to
+look
+at
+the
+same
+computer
+screen
+to
+give
+up
+the
+actual
+universe
+to
+the
+universe
+in
+there
+with
+its
+conditions
+where
+the
+screen
+serves
+as
+sickly
+sun
+where
+there
+is
+apparently
+exactly
+what
+i
+need
+no
+more
+the
+same
+three
+sites
+i
+visited
+this
+morning
+comprising
+my
+entire
+universe