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| 1 | --- | ||
| 2 | title: I want to say | ||
| 3 | id: i-want-to-say | ||
| 4 | genre: verse | ||
| 5 | |||
| 6 | project: | ||
| 7 | title: Autocento of the breakfast table | ||
| 8 | class: autocento | ||
| 9 | ... | ||
| 10 | |||
| 11 | I want to say I take it all back \ | ||
| 12 | I want \ | ||
| 13 | I want to take it back I want it none of it \ | ||
| 14 | to be ever have happened not \ | ||
| 15 | when I saw you step over the rope \ | ||
| 16 | when we went to New York for a week \ | ||
| 17 | but stayed upstate when you punched me \ | ||
| 18 | hard in the solar plexus in Prague \ | ||
| 19 | when I looked in your face and [saw myself][] \ | ||
| 20 | looking back smiling when we went on another trip \ | ||
| 21 | and another all the trips I want to have \ | ||
| 22 | stayed home I want to have seen the clouds \ | ||
| 23 | drifting past [my car window][] to have listened \ | ||
| 24 | to that sound the bridge makes driving over it \ | ||
| 25 | without thinking of you always it was you | ||
| 26 | |||
| 27 | I want | ||
| 28 | |||
| 29 | I [want to be fresh][] I want to roll out of bed \ | ||
| 30 | as though it were my [first morning in a new state][] \ | ||
| 31 | I want nothing more than absolution of sins \ | ||
| 32 | [a negation but there is no way to subtract here][] \ | ||
| 33 | I cannot remove this growth that appeared \ | ||
| 34 | seemingly overnight I cannot [cut you away from myself][] \ | ||
| 35 | I cannot forget what has already and will always have been \ | ||
| 36 | I cannot get out of a [new bed][] ever \ | ||
| 37 | New York will always be as it was when I saw it first \ | ||
| 38 | with you my breathing will always be labored outside \ | ||
| 39 | of the cafe I will always see you when [I look in a mirror][] \ | ||
| 40 | of someone's face the reflection of missed thoughts missed \ | ||
| 41 | [words will cease to give meaning][] the center will come out \ | ||
| 42 | of me I will make a new center yes I will drag what is \ | ||
| 43 | your center around with me and [repeat and repeat][] again \ | ||
| 44 | I cannot want cannot want want not | ||
| 45 | |||
| 46 | [new bed]: in-bed.html | ||
| 47 | [saw myself]: deathstrumpet.html | ||
| 48 | [my car window]: boy_bus.html | ||
| 49 | [want to be fresh]: plant.html | ||
| 50 | [first morning in a new state]: collage-instrument.html | ||
| 51 | [a negation but there is no way to subtract here]: no-nothing.html | ||
| 52 | [cut you away from myself]: elegyforanalternateself.html | ||
| 53 | [I look in a mirror]: lovesong.html | ||
| 54 | [words will cease to give meaning]: words-meaning.html | ||
| 55 | [repeat and repeat]: question.html | ||