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| 2 | title: I want to say | ||
| 3 | genre: verse | ||
| 4 | |||
| 5 | id: i-want-to-say | ||
| 6 | toc: "I want to say" | ||
| 7 | |||
| 8 | project: | ||
| 9 | title: Autocento of the breakfast table | ||
| 10 | class: autocento | ||
| 11 | ... | ||
| 12 | |||
| 13 | | I want to say I take it all back | ||
| 14 | | I want | ||
| 15 | | I want to take it back I want it none of it | ||
| 16 | | to be ever have happened not | ||
| 17 | | when I saw you step over the rope | ||
| 18 | | when we went to New York for a week | ||
| 19 | | but stayed upstate when you punched me | ||
| 20 | | hard in the solar plexus in Prague | ||
| 21 | | when I looked in your face and [saw myself][] | ||
| 22 | | looking back smiling when we went on another trip | ||
| 23 | | and another all the trips I want to have | ||
| 24 | | stayed home I want to have seen the clouds | ||
| 25 | | drifting past [my car window][] to have listened | ||
| 26 | | to that sound the bridge makes driving over it | ||
| 27 | | without thinking of you always it was you | ||
| 28 | |||
| 29 | | I want | ||
| 30 | |||
| 31 | | I [want to be fresh][] I want to roll out of bed | ||
| 32 | | as though it were my [first morning in a new state][] | ||
| 33 | | I want nothing more than absolution of sins | ||
| 34 | | [a negation but there is no way to subtract here][] | ||
| 35 | | I cannot remove this growth that appeared | ||
| 36 | | seemingly overnight I cannot [cut you away from myself][] | ||
| 37 | | I cannot forget what has already and will always have been | ||
| 38 | | I cannot get out of a [new bed][] ever | ||
| 39 | | New York will always be as it was when I saw it first | ||
| 40 | | with you my breathing will always be labored outside | ||
| 41 | | of the cafe I will always see you when [I look in a mirror][] | ||
| 42 | | of someone's face the reflection of missed thoughts missed | ||
| 43 | | [words will cease to give meaning][] the center will come out | ||
| 44 | | of me I will make a new center yes I will drag what is | ||
| 45 | | your center around with me and [repeat and repeat][] again | ||
| 46 | | I cannot want cannot want want not | ||
| 47 | |||
| 48 | [new bed]: in-bed.html | ||
| 49 | [saw myself]: deathstrumpet.html | ||
| 50 | [my car window]: boy_bus.html | ||
| 51 | [want to be fresh]: plant.html | ||
| 52 | [first morning in a new state]: collage-instrument.html | ||
| 53 | [a negation but there is no way to subtract here]: no-nothing.html | ||
| 54 | [cut you away from myself]: elegyforanalternateself.html | ||
| 55 | [I look in a mirror]: lovesong.html | ||
| 56 | [words will cease to give meaning]: words-meaning.html | ||
| 57 | [repeat and repeat]: question.html | ||