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---
title: No nothing
genre: verse
project:
title: Autocento of the breakfast table
css: autocento
...
| While [swimming in the river][]
| I saw underneath it a river
| of stars. Only there was no
| river: it was noon. You can
| say [the sun is a river][]; you
| can argue the stars back it
| like [shirts behind a closet][]
| door; you can say [the earth][]
| holds us up with its weight
| or that it means well or it
| means anything.
| There is no
| closet, [nor door][]; there are
| no shirts hanging anywhere.
| There is no false wall that
| leads deep into the earth's
| bowels, [growing warmer][] with
| each step. Warmth as a con-
| cept has ceased to make any
| sense. In contraposition to
| cold, it might, but cold as
| well [stepped out][] last night
| and hasn't returned.
| Last I
| heard, it went out swimming
| and [might've drowned][]. Trees
| were the pallbearers at the
| funeral, the train was long
| and wailful, there was much
| [wailing and gnashing][] of all
| teeth--though there were no
| teeth, no train, no funeral
| or prayer or trees at all--
| nor a [river underneath][] any-
| thing. There was nothing to
| be underneath anymore.
| Look
| around, and tell me you see
| something. Look around, and
| tell me something that I do
| not know. I know, more than
| anything, that the world is
| always ending. Behind that,
| there is nothing, save that
| there is no nothing either.
|
| Nothing somehow still turns
| and flows past us, past all
| time and beyond it, a river
| returning, to its forgotten
| origins deep within itself.
[swimming in the river]: father.html
[the sun is a river]: music-433.html
[shirts behind a closet]: lovessong.html
[the earth]: big-dipper.html
[nor door]: amber-alert.html
[growing warmer]: real-writer.html
[stepped out]: i-think-its-you.html
[might've drowned]: in-bed.html
[wailing and gnashing]: http://biblehub.com/luke/13-28.htm
[river underneath]: howtoread.html
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