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title: Options
genre: prose
project:
title: "Buildings out of air: Paul in the Woods"
css: paul
order: 26
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- title: Notes
link: notes
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What did he do when he was in the woods? Where did he go? Was there always
one spot, one clearing deep within the heart of them, that he would visit?
Did he talk to the trees or only to himself? When he chopped down trees, did
he leave them there to rot in the quiet or did he drag them out of the woods,
behind his Shack, and dismember them? Did he use any for firewood, or did the
pieces rot behind his Shack, forgotten? When was the last time he built any
furniture? Did he get any better at building it or did he just quit at some
point, let the desire to create fall behind him like a forgotten felled tree?
A tree fell in the forest: did it make a noise? Paul typed his thoughts on
cards, or wrote them in a book: did anyone read it? If anyone did, was his
life changed? For the better or the worse? Did he glance at the mess in the
top drawer of his Writing Desk as he cleaned the Shack out long after Paul had
quit using it? Did he put tools in there or leave it empty? What did he do
with the desk? Did he add it to the pile of rotting wood out back, or did he
chop it up for a bonfire with friends, or a cozy fire with his wife and
children, or did he take it to the dump three miles away to rot there? Are
these all the options?
Did Paul ever think about any of this? Walking in the woods one afternoon
after becoming frustrated with his writing, did he sit on a stump and cry?
Did he wonder whether he should have made other choices? Did he consider
quitting smoking?
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